I'm Going to be Honest, I don't have a reason to feel sad Or depressed but I do. I feel lost I want so bad to be An adult living with My Gf, Bf or Enbyfriend but I'm lonely. I want No I need Hugs and kisses, Reassurances. I want to feel loved not by my family though. There toxic and I'm cutting them off as soon as I can.
I don't know why I'm writing this maybe I'm just hoping someone reaches out to me. I mean I should be Happy shouldn't I, I'm so privileged as A white person, my family is middle class I can do so many things other people can't! But I'm not happy, Why? Why am I not happy what is stopping me?!
I don't know I don't see a future for me even though that's all I want, I don't want to die, but I hate where I am now. No I wouldn't even try to End this all, I've made so much progress from where I used to be but that still doesn't feel like enough I guess I'm saying Will it ever feel like I've made it far enough ?
