"DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT!" The words echoed in my head. "No, I can't." The pencil sharpener continued to stare at me. "Why don't you just do it Coño." "Relapse Relapse Relapse." "She wont find out, Just do it." "Why won't you?" "I don't want to hurt her." "Just do it you bitch you're worthless anyway." "She doesn't really love you, you're just gullible." "Come on You piece of shit DO IT!" "No no I can't!" I broke down tears formed in my eyes. I started to hyperventilate, pulling at my hair begging to make the pain stop. Wishing I went though with that plan I made all those years ago.
So that was a few nights ago ✨
