Gotta Admit I didn't think it would happen this fast That I would fall for you. But It's too soon or Is it too late? My head feels like it's spinning and pounding and my Heart is aching, why Must I do this to myself. Why is love so hard?
Yesterday I thought about grabbing some vodka to drink to smooth my Pain. Lol yes I'm under age but Man Alcohol does wonders. (It's my moms vodka btw) she wouldn't notice a bit being gone. I want to stop these thoughts of Anguish and Fear, Love and confusion. To be Mentally, Physically, financial stable is a dream so far back it seems impossible to reach.
I feel like a poet 😂 but I'm really just saying what comes to my mind. These chapters are all vents and What I'm feeling deep inside with no filter I'm usually not a very serious person but I can be I'd just I'd type this down
