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I feel so fucking done I can't feel happy when everyone around me fucking degrades me then turns around and expects me to forgive them Fuck you Mom and Especially you Dad I'm actually scared you might hurt me. Your both monsters and don't think for a second I'm going to talk to you after I move out. I'm done with both of your Toxic asses. I HATE YOU and Jamie I feel so Fucking Useless I want you to be Happy but you won't listen, Why? I'm Feel like I'm having a  panic attack 24/7 I don't want you to hurt yourself please, I believe in you and Ethan thanks for being a Great friend doubt anyone will read this. I have a huge ass Headache and it won't go away I already took pills (I'm not k*llng myself) to help the headache but it won't go away. I want to be happy but it's so Fucking hard I hate how I feel I hate myself I hate the way I look I hate the way I speak I want to hate everything and everyone but it's not gonna do any good so I ask To anything why Am I here? What's my purpose?