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another version of "saints, how much do i love this boy" 

[hehe im back, bitches]

lucy

today is performance day.
well for me at least.

today all the performing arts students are showing off their skills and what their doing for the season. it's like a pep rally but not quite. the reason why this was put together was because students also wanted to know what we were accomplishing and doing since all our sports teams suck complete ass and the performing arts department was basically the only ones winning in our competitions and winning medals like no other.

i silently wish for my friends, well ex-friends, to attend the performance. because ironically today was the last day that i will be attending magnolia high. the next few days when i return back to school is for paper work to turn in and to clean out my locker. and in a couple days time i will be on a plane to california to start my dream of becoming a singer with fiore records.

even though they are my "ex-friends" i just wish that things didn't turn out the way they did.

because about a month ago i had one of the most biggest fights with natsu and ever since then i was dropped by all them. one after another.

and a month before that i started to get ghosted by the one person who was supposed to be there for me like i was for him over some stupid girl.

and it was all because i was a "clingy bitch who needed constant attention 24/7" his words, not mine.

flashback
two months ago

" hey lucy, i'm gonna go hang out with lisanna today, so i won't be giving you a ride, sorry. " he called me lucy. not luce. odd. " but today's movie night, its friday, remember? " i said to him with a defeated look. this entire week he's been making excuses to not give me a ride and hang out with lisanna. apparently she's his childhood friend that just moved back from attending a private school across the country. along with that my entire friend group has ditched me to tag along with them as well. and they thought i wouldn't notice. as if their snapchat stories is enough to justify it.

i sigh and close my eyes for just a moment. " fine. " i reply coldly. " i promise, i'll make it up to you tomorrow, alright? i'll clear my entire schedule just for you. " i look at him in the eyes and say, " okay, "

knowing full well that that was just an empty promise made to believe that he could fulfill it.

flash forward a month

he never kept the promise.

about an hour ago i finally signed with my dream record label, fiore record labels and in about a month i will be off to california to live the dream i've been wanting since i was little. now i stand on his front doorstep about to tell him the most important news in my life.

however in the back of my mind i wonder if this is all it will take for things to go over the edge. since over the past few weeks it was like i didn't exist.

" lucy? " he didn't call me luce, again. tsk, who am i kidding we haven't even talked in ages " hey..natsu.. " i said with crossed arms, nervous out of my goddamn brain. he looked a little irritated, probably because i was in his presence. " ..atsu.. who's at the door? " behind natsu emerged the one and only gray fullbuster with no top on of course. " o-oh, lucy.. "

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 11, 2020 ⏰

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