"Car accident. Speeding tractor trailer pushed her off the road."
We quickly drop the subject and start talking about movies and fast cars. Then soon enough we're making out again, on the couch.
"Does this mean you'll be my girlfriend?"
"I think I already answered that Ms.hansen ." I tell her.
"I just want to hear it." She whispers in my ear, before nibbling on it.
"Yes, I'll be your girlfriend. And you'll be my secret girlfriend ." I giggle.
I have a feeling this is going to be a lot of fun.
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I'm laying in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking of how things have changed. Dinah Jane Hansen is my girlfriend . I still can't believe she actually wants to be my Girlfriend.
It's still hard to wrap my head around. She's pretty much 22 and I'm 16 In the eyes of everyone, I'm pretty much still a kid. Although, I haven't felt much of a kid since my mom died. I pretty much had to grow up quick, learn to take care of myself. No way the drunk, slurring, stumbling step-father was going to help me anymore.
God, I miss her. I can only wonder what it would be like if she was still here.
Dinah told me goodnight after a lot more kissing and went to bed, I just have this great need to see her again. I wanted to ask her to stay. I learned so much about her today, and the more I got to know, the more that I liked her Really liked her.
Fuck it, I'm taking a chance.
I climb out of bed and leave the room. I make my way over to Dinah's room and take a deep breath. When I open the door, it's dark, except for the light shining in from the large picture windows and door that leads out to a balcony.
The light shines enough on Dinah , who is fast asleep. She looks so peaceful. I crawl into her bed, pulling back the covers and snuggle my body to hers. Her shirt is off and I can't help admire her strong body. I rub my hands on her chest, and make my way to her six-pack abs.
I notice her breathing changes, and I know that he's awake.
"What do you think you're doing young lady?" Her tells me playfully, grabbing my hand, before it makes it to his happy trail.
"I was lonely, and I thought I would enjoy the sites."
"Oh, really?" She smirks.
"Mmm-hmm" I tell her.
"Would I get to enjoy yours?" Letting go of my hand, she brushes his hand around my midsection.
Just do it Mani. Be brave I said to myself
I sit up in bed, and slip off my shirt. Even in the low light I can see her eyes bug out.
