Dear Y/N ,
I really love and need you. You don't understand, Everyday I'm not with you i get weaker. I even cry at night sometimes. What happened to us? I remember when we used to go walking in the park smoking blunts, and talk to each other about everything. I was falling in love with you slowly. I actually did fall in love with you. I remember when we gave up our virginity to each other it meant the world to me I know we weren't a couple but it felt like it. You used to always talk about moving out of Philly and into something and somewhere bigger and better,a place like New York. When we moved in together my best friend Princeton came around more. I noticed you guys were getting closer and I tried my best to hide the jealously. I'm guessing I did a good job because you didn't notice. The night you told me that you liked Princeton was the same night I told you that I loved you. You had to choose between me and him , and you chose Princeton. Ever since then I've been going out and fucking different girls I was wanting them to love me the way I thought you did. I was comparing them to you, no one seemed to make me happy the way you did. Its like your an natural high. Waking up every morning to see you In Princeton arms burns like hell. To see your smile is a good thing but to know I'm not the reason behind it makes me feel even worse.
Remember the talk we had last week? I found out that you loved me you thought about a future with me. I was moving to slow for you I'm guessing but Its a good feeling to know that you Loved me the way I want you to now, Knowing you don't feel that way anymore sucks. I know your like were fid Prodigy go? Well I left because I had something's to get off my chest so I left and got taxi. Once I got In the driver asked me "What Was The Problem?" It was like he was a shrink or something but I told him about you. "Allahu Akbar" He Said. I told him "Don't Cruse Me."
"But boy you need prayer" He Whispered. "I guess it couldn't hurt me." I replied. "She's A bad religion son, let her go" He Said. But for some reason I can't let you go. And Its so frustrating, Your over me but I'm not over you. With all that being said I left town to find someone to replace you. I know it wont work but trying wont hurt. "Its A Bad Religion To Be In Love With Someone Who Couldn't Never Love You" I sang softly to myself. I'm in the mist of one. I hope to see you again one day. Even though I feel as if my love is Unrequired, I just want you to know that I will always love you Y/N !
Your Best-friend ,
Prodigy
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