Nothing is ok. [L.H]

Will they like me?

It was almost time to get home and meet the other girls. But i couldn't find anything that i liked so we ended up just shopping for Luke

"ooooh I like this, we could go matching" I said

I pulled a Nirvana shirt off of the rack

"Sounds great!" Luke said

Just as he said that we headed to the counter to pay.

"That'll be 31.74" The cashier said

Luke handed her the money and we walked out of the store. We made it to the car only to bump into Courtney again. She turned around and laughed at us.

"What's your problem Courtney" I asked, only to regret it

"My problem is that I have to live on earth with someone who shouldn't be alive, I think you should just end it" She snapped back

Luke just grabbed my hand and walked twards his car.

"Luke, are you ok?" I asked

"No, How could someone treat someone as beautiful as you so harshly? Luke said

"It's ok, I'm used to it" I answered 

"You shouldn't have to go through something like that" He said and started the car

He held my hand the whole way home. It was a quiet ride home so i just thought to myself about what Courtney said. Should i really not be alive? Should I just end it? I thought to myself but then the car stopped 

"Don't you dare consider what Courtney said" Luke said 

"It's not that easy Luke" I said looking down

"Courtney doesn't know what she is talking about" Luke said his voice cracking

"I have to go" I said not wanting to upset him more.

"Ok, I'll be here at 6:50" Luke said

"Ok" I said 

I got out of the car and into the house.  I ran to my room and plugged my phone into the dock and played my Happy Songs playlist trying to get rid of my thought of Courtney. It seemed to work until i got a text from an unkown number

Unknown: I seriously hope you end it 

I was reading it over and over again and the more i read it the more i considered. It eventually took over me and I ran to the bathroom. I pulled the box out but then i remebered Luke. How he told me he was just a phone call away. I sat there thinking about what to do but i made my mind up. I unlocked the bathroom door and ran to the phone. I looked at the time to see it was only 3. I called Luke and he didn't answer a few times. I wanted to give up but I needed him. After about the 7th call he answered.

"Hello? Emma?" Luke asked

"Luke I need you" I asked my voice shaking

"What's the matter babe?" He asked and i heard shuffling

"Courtney" I said

"Don't" He said his voice cracking "Don't do it"

"I'm trying but I need you!" I cried out

"I will be there in 5" He said

He hung up and I sat on my bed and pulled my self into a ball and cried. After a few minutes i heard the door open then running up the stairs. Before i knew it my bedroom door was being slammed open and with a blink of an eye Luke was cuddling me

"Shhhh, It will be ok darling" Luke said "Don't cry"

After about an hour we fell asleep. I woke up and saw it was only 4:30, i tried to move but i was still being cuddled by Luke. I guess my movement woke him up.

"What's up sleepy head" I asked giggling

"What's up Darling" Luke asked and kissed me

"I want to tell you something" I said

"Anything" He said

"I haven't told you where my parents are" I said

"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to" He said

"I need to" I said shaking

"When I was 16 my parents went on a business trip to new york" I said

"They were in the meeting when the building was about to get robbed" I said remembering the memories

"When the robbers came to take the money the came into the room with my parents, They took my mother when they left. They shot and killed everyone but my mother so they could bring her. after about a week the police found her and brought her back to me.  A few weeks went by and one night i went out with my friends. I came back home to find my mother in her room, she comitted suicide" I said, at this point i was crying hard

Luke pulled me into cuddle 

"Shhhh, It will be ok darling im here" He said

"I don't understand why she left me" I cried out "Was i not good enough?"

"Your more than good enough" Luke said

"Then why did she leave me Luke" I cried even harder

"Some question are meant to be un-answered" He said

After a few minutes we fell asleep again. I woke up about 30 minutes later so it was 5:30 now. I woke Luke up in a hurry to tell him to go home and get changed. When he left i ran to my bedroom to grab my clothes. I took a quick shower and put on my Nirvana shirt, black ripped skinny jeans with my black vans. I took a glance at the clock to discover Luke would be here in 2 minutes. 2 minutes went by then there was a knock on the door.

"Hello Luke" I say and open the door to discover my perfect looking boyfriend

"Hello Emma" He said with a smile

We were matching just as planned. Nirvana shirt, black ripped skinny jeans and black vans. Now i could't wait to make it to ashtons.