Y/n's p.o.v.
As he did he grabbed me by my waist and threw me on my bed, he slowly hovered over me with his chains dangling above me. I smirked at him as I pulled his chain, he slowly began leaning in and I did too but just as we were about to kiss my door flew open. I pushed Carlos off me and I sat up quickly and saw Mattia with wide eyes, kairi and the rest of the boys were behind him. I immediately covered my face with embarrassment ☁️great now I'm being played off as a hoe, how lovely☁️ I think Carlos noticed as he hugged me tight. I let out a big sigh and they just stood there still, I felt like I wanted to die! As I kept overthinking Carlos laughed a bit, I looked up at him confused and he smirked as he looked at mattia.
Carlos: so Mattia how was it?
M: *blushes* what?
Y: *muffled* fuck me
Carlos: gladly but I wouldn't give them a show, but I'm talking about your umm how do I say it
Y: I'm leavingAs i got out of Carlos grip and got a hoodie along with my car keys, I looked at mattia and shook my head as I threw kairi a small smile and walked out my room.
Y: btw Mattia you guys weren't quite
The boys bursted into laughter and I went to the bottom of the stairs, I quickly put my hoodie on and as I was going to walk out the door I opened it and saw a person standing there. I jumped and he just looked at me confused, I slightly backed up confused. I looked at him and he was hot, like really hot. I think I stared for a bit too long because Carlos was next to me, I jumped as he laughed. I just rolled my eyes and hit him, but I looked back at the boy who was standing just staring at us.
Carlos: hey I'm Carlos, and you are?
???: I'm kioI just froze as he said his name, i looked at Carlos and he looked at me worriedly. I looked back at the boy who stood there in confusion, I slightly smiled and so did he. His smile was so bright and beautiful, it was the same as it was in 8th grade.
Y: I'm Y/n, Y/n Polibio
Kio: ohh, look y/n I'm sorry for what happened when I was a kid I'm sorry that I hur-
Y: it's ok kio, I forgive you
Carlos: so what brings you here?
Kio: ohh I just moved next doorAs he said that Mattia and the boys came downstairs, I turned and saw Mattia look confused. The boys looked at him and ignored it, kairi looked at me and I pointed to the kitchen. We both left and walked to the kitchen, he looked at me and scratched the back of his neck.
K: first of I want to say sorry about you hearing me and Mattia
Y: it's ok kai, no need to apologize
K: second who's that?
Y: my ex... and our new neighbor
K: wait hes the one who fucked you up like thisI looked down and nodded slightly, I began tearing up as he hugged me. I hugged him back and continued crying, after I heard the front door close but I didnt care. I continued crying into kairi's arms until I felt another person hug me, his touch felt so warming and calming. I looked up and saw Alvaro hugging me, I smiled and hugged him back. Once I pulled away and looked at his eyes, I smiled and wiped my tears.
Y: you give good hugs *giggle*
Alv: umm is that a good thing?
Y: yes, it reassured me that I'm safeHe just smiled and he hugged me again, I breathed in his scent, he smelled like a similar cologne Mattia used. I smiled and pulled back once again, I looked at him and kissed his cheek.
Y: thanks for making sure I'm fine varo
Alv: anytime y/nI smiled and walked out the kitchen, as I did i was going to walk out the house till someone pulled my arm making me jump and flinch.
Ale: woah I'm not gonna hurt you
Y: i-im sorry
Ale: it's ok, but Mattia wants to know if you want to see a movie
Y: umm no I'm fine, I'll just be in my room(Play song now)
I pushed past him as ran upstairs, once I closed my door and locked it. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, slowly I began tearing up. I carefully slid down my door and broke down quietly, I just cried into my knees. As i began to get up and wiping my tears, I played some music and started singing along. Tears rushed down my cheeks and as i sang my voice cracked.
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want toAs I sang those lyrics my voice began to crack, I was looking at picture of me and Alex. As I was I saw a picture of us, it made me smile and cry even more.
I remembered that day clearly, it was the day Alex said he never wanted to lose me. I cried more and more, to the point where i threw my phone at the wall. I was standing up so I just walked up to a corner and slid down the wall breaking down, I continued just crying my heart out. I think mattia heard the loud bang of my phone hitting the wall because he pick locked my door and saw me crying as he ran to me. He always hated seeing me cry, I just continued crying nonstop as he walked to where i was. He held me tight as I cried into his arms, as he did I started breathing heavily. I looked at him and he knew I started having a panic attack, he started freaking out as he screamed. All the boys ran in and saw me struggling to breathe, they all panicked.
M: she having a panic attack!
Ro: then comfort her!
M: its not working! She usually has Alex
Carlos: god damn it yall are dumb!He pushed the boys out the way and grabbed my face, he looked at me and kissed me. I slowly calmed down, until he pulled away and smiled at me.
End of p.o.v.
Carlos: you good?
Y: mhm
Carlos: good, dont panic a lot bc your gonna end up getting kisses from a lot of people
Y: I cant control them
M: you ok tho?
Y: yeah, I just probably need a new phone
R: why?
Y: I might of thrown mine against the wall due to my anger
M: that was the thud?
Y: yea... I just broke down because *teary* i-i miss Alex
Carlos: aww come her mamasCarlos opened his arms and y/n went to him, she broke down for a second time. The boys all felt bad on how vulnerable she was, they all looked at eachother and back at her. They knew she needed Alex with her, they pulled mattia put and talked to him.
K: mattia, you love me right bub?
M: ofc I do kai
K: then listen when I tell you that y/n seems vulnerable without Alex
Ale: send her to L.A. for a bit so she can get sorted out
M: I'm not sending her to L.A.
Ro: why not?
R: she needs Alex to keep her calm
Ale: shes literally a mess, Carlos cant even keep her in check
M: he is she just has separation anxiety, she got too attached to Alex, she depended on him too much
K: just talk to Alex, ask him if y/n can move over there for a little
M: I cant be away too long from her either
Ale: either that or deal with a hot mess
M: ugh I hate you guys! I'll make Carlos go with herThey all agreed with eachother, as they walked back into y/n's room they saw her fast asleep. Mattia shook his head and smiled, he carried her from the floor onto her bed. He then went to grab her phone and saw it cracked and the screen lifted, he pressed the home button and it opened up and showed a picture of her and Alex kissing. He smiled and locked her phone, as he left her room and Carlos stayed with her.
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The Unknown Twin - New Jersey boys
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