The Unknown Twin - New Jersey boys

chapter 56

As I was breaking down I saw Jaden, Mar, Vinnie, Kobe, Chris, Samy and Alex enter my office. Once they saw me balled up they quickly ran to me and kneeled down, they all quickly began to comfort me as I cried.

Chris: omg
Kobe: Mattia are you ok?
M: i-im such weak don, i-i cant e-even defend myself
Mar: what are you talking about?
M: I HATE THIS! I HATE LIVING IN ABSOLUTE FEAR 24/7!
Vinnie: calm down mattia, take deep breaths
Wow, that just happened to us... again
It's ok mattia, just let it all out bubs
You should kill her for being in both mafias, and kill her for using y/n and kairi to to this to you
No dont do that, just kill her or torture her until the pain goes away
You got this
Do what's best bubs
Jdn: what happened mattia?
M: n-nothing
Samy: something had to happen for you to get this bad

I just kept looking down avoiding their gazes, I felt disgusted with myself. I felt horrible knowing this was my fault! It wasn't your fault matti', I didn't care what my voices said. I just felt weak, disappointed and disgusted at myself. Before I knew it i began to breakdown and shake as Chris held onto me and the boys comforted me, I began to panic and pushed them all off. I ran downstairs and saw Emily smirking at me, I felt disgusted just by seeing her. I soon began getting light headed as I tried walking out and before I knew it I collapsed to the floor, everyone quickly ran to me as I began to breath hard.

K: bubs are you ok? W-what happened?
M: i-im fine bubs, j-just dont leave me

As I said that I saw Emily looking at me smirking as all the boys came down with all my medications, I began to panic more as Emily approached me and before I knew it I kicked her in the stomach making her fall. Everyone looked at me in absolute shock as they all ran to her side, great they care more about a rapist than me.

Chris: WHAT THE HELL MATTIA WHYD YOU DO THAT?!
M: B-BECAUSE I HAVE MY REASONS! KEEP HER AWAY FROM ME!
Emily: ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU CHEATED ON KAIRI
K: y-you cheated on me?
M: n-no I'd never do that bubs i-i swear on my life
Emily: oh really? *smirks*
M: SHUT UP EMILY I DIDNT WANT TO DO IT! *crying* I LIVE WITH FULL DISGUST, REGRET AND PAIN BECAUSE OF IT! I DIDNT W-WANT MY LIFE TO REPEAT!

Everyone was in absolute shock as I balled up on the ground and broke down. I just broke down as they all just stood there, I knew they probably hated me because I "cheated" so I did what I had to do. I grabbed my gun and ran upstairs, all the boys ran after me along with kai. I locked my office door and wrote a quick note, I tried my best to make it readable as I was shaking.

For everyone,

I'm writing this note to let you guys know that y/n and Mar will be the ones in charge with the mafia, my bubs will have to keep Chris and Jaden by his side at all times. He will also be forced to marry Robert because I know Robert has a thing for my bubs, for anyone else I hope you guys just live the best life. Also bubs, dont blame yourself... this is my fault for being weak and useless, I love you and see you soon my king.
-M.P.

I left the note on my desk and grabbed my gun, I loaded it and put it to my head. I let some more tears out but just as I was about to pull the trigger the door got kicked down and they all just looked at me with the gun to my head.

Chris: Mattia don't do it, think about y/n
Samy: think about how she'd react
M: i-i dont care, I hurt my bubs *crying* I cant even say why I did it or both of you would die, but I promise you I didnt mean to kai

I looked up at them and placed my finger on the trigger, I shut my eyes until i felt a small kiss on my lips. Just as I did I let go of the gun and opened my eyes to see kairi looking directly at me, I looked at him and just hugged him as I began to break down once again.

M: i-i swear i didnt mean to do that to you kai, I was trying to keep you and y/n safe... s-so nothing will happen to you two
K: bubs it's ok, I believe you
M:: r-really? So you're not leaving me?
K: ofc not bubs, I love you too much to leave you
Jdn: but why'd you kick Emily?
Samy: maybe she provoked him or his schiz. took over his actions
Samy: why'd you kick her?
M: i-uhh-i...
Dont tell them Polibio, get y/n first
Make sure y/n is safe with you guys then tell them
M: i-it was an i-instinct I guess..
Aless: they found y/n!
Mar: well let's go!
K: are we all going?
M: just us bubs, but you stay in the car with Mar and Chris

He looked at me and nodded, we got up and walked downstairs. I saw the girls checking Emily to see if she was ok and I just felt pure anger seeing her, I wanted to choke her small little neck till it cracked under my grasp and drop her little lifeless body on the floor. I snapped out of my thoughts when I was pulled outside to the car, here we go...

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