TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Suicide ⚠️ is mentioned in this story. You have been warned! ―❀―
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―❀― I sat seated on the a bed while Shinobu was checking me out.
"Okay, I think you are all good to go!" she said cheerfully
"Yes...Thank you" I weakly smiled at her
Shinobu is the only one who knows about my condition. Yes, I am one of the helpers who tend to the wounded. I only told Shinobu about my condition because she is one of the only people I trust to keep my secret.
I only have a month left before I die. Should I just get the surgery done or die? I think it's best if I-
"I think you should get the surgery done." She sternly said
"Yes...but I will loose my feelings for Tanjiro-" I was cut off again
Shinobu sighed and placed her hands on my shoulders, "Who cares if you loose feelings for that boy? He already said he doesn't feel the same way for you. You have to accept it Y/N."
I looked into her eyes, confidently I said,"I'll get the surgery done."
"Yes that's the spirt Y/N!" Shinobu clapped her hands together, "tomorrow meet me her in the morning for the surgery...okay?"
"Yes," I got up from the bed and walked out but before I did Shinobu yelled, "Don't be late!"
"I won't!" I softly yelled back laughing to myself
I was walking back to my house when I saw tanjiro and Kano. What are they doing out so late? By now it was 10:00pm. Should I go spy on them? No I'll just leave-
"I like you Kano!" Tanjiro said blushing My heart dropped. "Tanjiro-"
⚠️Suicide part happens here⚠️
Before I could hear what Kano said I ran as fast as I could to my house. I rushed inside and slammed the door shout. I broke down crying. How am I so stupid for falling for someone like that. I don't deserve him. I'll just die from this illness, that's it! I'll just kill myself right now, yea that's what I'll do.
I got up from the floor and wiped my tears with my hands. I took a bottle pill from the cabinet and poured some into my hands. I was about to swallow the pills when someone grabbed my hand.
