The9 Comeback

Liu Yuxin POV

LIU YUXIN POV

"18 months has been a roller coaster ride. After debuting, we've been through a lot of events, perfomances, photoshoots, meet and greets, and guestings. It was a hell of a ride for all of us but we were happy. Happy that for 18 months, we have showcased our talents. Happy that we were able to hone our skills to make our craft so much better. Happy that we get to have a lot of unusual experiences that made us stronger than ever. Happy that we were able to learn a lot of things. Happy that we have met a lot of wonderful people who left an impact on us. And lastly, we are happy that we have felt the love and the support of our Ninechos in every step that we took. Our hearts are full for the love and support you gave us. Without you guys we wouldn't have reached this far. And for that we are grateful.

To my fellow The9 members, 18 months with you are the best days of my life. We've been through a lot and together, we surpassed everything. No words can express how much I admire you guys. Please remember that this is not the end of us. This is just the beginning. We may be going our separate ways but I know that we will always have a special place in each other's hearts.

Again, for the last time. This is Liu Yuxin of The9. Thank you everyone!"

And just like that, The9 era has ended.

It's been 5 years since that day. I've known it for some time that we're gonna get disbanded after 18 months but I guess you really can never be ready until that day comes. I am brokenhearted. And up intil now I still can feel the pain the disbandment had inflicted.

"Hey Xin. It's time!" the stage director said.

Right. I'm in The Ace mall atm. This has been my 4th mall show for my 3rd album which I released a week ago. I have to thank God for giving me this opportunity stay in this industry and pursue my passion for music. Opportunities have been coming my way and for that I'm thankful. My schedule is always full from guestings for tv and radio shows to photoshoots for magazines. I've had a lot of endorsements as well. My family is really happy for what my life has turned out. Especially my mom. She always brags me to her friends and to anyone she meets. Our home is full of my posters from the big brands I endorse tho I kinda cringe seeing my face in every corner of our house lol. I've been living the dream, I must say. I must be happy. Everything seems going the way I wanted it to be. I should be happy. I am happy... right?

"Everyone, please welcome. The woman of the hour, LIU YUXIN!"

I hear my umbrellas screaming once I came out of the stage. My beloved umbrellas. What did I do to deserve them? They are all chanting my name while waving their banners as high as they can. Some of them even have led lights. I've been seeing this view half of my life but I'm still not used to it. I'm still amazed by how much effort they exerted in every show that I am in and even in the small popularity polls online they supported me. They also make sure that my songs are always on top of the charts and my music videos have a lot of views. I've received a room-full of gifts (which I expressly told them that they don't have to spend money on me but still they insist on giving me because they say they love me :<) and fan letters from them and I might have to use another room in my house because it doesn't fit in the room anymore. My heart is happy.

As the intro of my song played, my heart starts to race. When will my heart stop acting this way whenever I sing this song? I guess this is what I get for making a song that comes from my heart. Each word touches my soul and memories start flashing before my eyes.