Kong Xueer POV

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"Miss Xueer, the program will start in 15 mins. Be ready by then"


"Okayyy!"



Gotta take a couple of selfies because I'm not yet satisfied with the ones I took a while ago 📸.




I'm at Wanda Shopping Plaza in Nanjing for the grand opening of the 6th branch of my make up line 'Snow Beauty'. As you all know, I'm a make up enthusiast and to actually have my OWN MAKE-UP LINE is a dream come true 🤗 (Hey readers, buy my products. I'll give you 10% discount. Just use the code FOLLOWKEXINTAHANONTWITTER👌). My team and I have already been planning for the opening of new branches all over the country. We've been getting a lot of demands from other Asian countries as well. I love my snowflakes so much! Their support for my business is overwhelming.




We will be having a mini event infront of the store. I've heard from my snowlings (snow beauty employees) that there's a crowd waiting for the program to start. The people from different media companies are already here as well. Wait, I'll just retouch my make up. I might be on the newspapers and websites tomorrow so I must look fresh because if not, then Sherry girl won't be lit (if you don't get the reference of this line, I will hate you for life jk).





Sigh. Everthing happened so fast since the9's disbandment. I didn't even get to notice that 5 years had gone already. I initially thought of getting into another girl group because that's my thing but things didn't go my way. Opportunities for me to go solo embraced me with open arms. I had been invited to perform in different events all over country and in different variety shows on tv. I had a lot of clothing, skin care, and food endorsements. I even became a mentor in Youth With You 4 COULD YOU BELIEVE IT?! Because I almost didn't. It was a really fun experience. It was so surreal and fulfulling to be able to help other trainees unleash their capabilities and hone their abilities. I was once like them but look at me now. I'm living the dream.




I was doing just fine all these years but not until I heard Liu Yuxin's song last night. That song's a bitch you know. I was doing my skincare routine P E A C E F U L L Y when it played on spotify. Then in just a snap, ALL THE SERUMS I HAD PUT ON MY FACE GOT WASHED AWAY BY MY GOD DAMN TEARS (please excuse my language). Thank God my Snow Beauty concealer in the shade #2 was able to hide the puffiness around my eyes (So buy now! It's effective 👌 Don't forget to use the code for a 10% discount, FOLLOWKEXINTAHANONTWITTER 😉).




Back to you Liu Yuxin. Why do you have to make me cry that much? We have known each other for so long and we've been through a lot. We shared so much memories together along with the other girls. Aghhh I miss my girls. I miss being with them so much. I once thought that since I've gone through a disbandment before I would be just fine on the second one but no, I was wrong. It's painful like the first one. It still feels like my heart was broken for the first time and it kills me. Maybe that's why I even thought of getting into another girl group to ease the pain of being alone again.



What's with this drama, Xueer. By just thinking about your thoughts last night made you such a drama queen already. I miss Shuxin being with me in times like this ☹





"We're about to start, miss Xueer. Let's go!"





Okay. This is it. Calm yourself down already, Xueer. You don't wanna have photos with that ugly sad face, do you? Scratch that 'ugly' word. I have never been never ugly in my entire life 💁‍♀️



I hear the crowd chanting my name as the host is interacting with them. I guess the host just said that I'm coming out any minute.





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