The rain is pouring really hard tonight. Usually during times like this, I'm at home wearing my onesies but here I am breaking up with someone. The lights are flashing unto us and a crowd is watching us. Everyone is quiet.
"A-are you breaking up with me?" he said.
Why would I? There was never an us in the first place. JUST KIDDING 😚. Stay in character Shuxin or else the director will scold you for the nth time! 🤨
"I'm sorry, Naiho... but I have to" I said. His tears started to fall down his face. He looked really hurt.
I held up his face and wiped his tears. I shed up a couple of tears too then I left him under the fake rain.
🎬"Aaaand, CUT! Good take guys. That's a wrap for today. Good job everyone!"
F I N A L L Y the taping is doneeee 🥳. Been filming for 12 hours straight already and I'm sooooo damn tired. I just wanna eat ramen and sleep 😪.
This is my life for the past 5 years. I went back to the film industry as soon as my contract with The9 ended. I had been getting offers way before our disbandment and knowing myself, I would not waste such big opportunities. I was happy that I got to act and to be with my fellow actors/friends again! I missed them so so much 🤗. They also missed me of course, their crazy, bubbly,and cute li'l Xinxin 😏🤭.
My life didn't drastically change tbh. I still have the usual guestings, promotional events, endorsements, and the like. I get to perform on stage as well during our drama promotions and guestings. The only difference is that I am now attending those events as Yu Shuxin, the actress and not Yu Shuxin, the The9 member. Tho sometimes they ask me to do my iconic 'Wooooooow' 🖐😮🖐 statement. I miss being with them tho. I guess that's the saddest part. Been used to be with them for 18 months and just like that we parted ways 🙁.
The9's disbandment is bittersweet for me. I have to let go of the life I once lived and make a new one. A new beginning for me. A clean slate. It sounds promising, right? That's the sweet part. But what makes it bitter is the uncertainty of being with the people I used to be with in my new life. They get to have new lives as well and there's no assurance that I'd become part of it 😕. And after 5 years the uncertainty became remote. We lost touch. We totally lost touch ☹.
Ughhh why are you being dramatic again Xinxin? Can you not 🙄
Btw, I'm in my car atm. We're waiting for Jiejie, my assistant, to come coz I asked her to get my jacket that I left in the tent. For the meantime, I'm just gonna check my weibo for updates. It's weibo timeeeee.
*scroll scroll scroll*
Wtf? Another issue again?! My gooood these people don't really know how to keep their mouths shut and just mimd their own business. What do they get from this? Ughhhhhhhh I won't let them do this to me. I've been in the industry for the longest time and idgaf already. 🙄😤
*Writes a lengthy rant weibo post about the issue* 🤳
Sigh. Calm down Xinxin. You might get wrinkles and fine lines on your face if you keep frowning like that 😠😕
*breathes in and breathes out*
Okay I'm good 😬
What's taking Jiejie so longgg? Sigh. I'll just listen to Liu Laoshi's new album. I heard the staff talking about it earlier and they were singing a song from the album ON REPEAT! What's funny is that the only line they're singing is 'woah woah woah' and it's sooooo catchy and it's stuck on my mind for christ sake. I guess I'm suffering from LSS (Last Song Syndrome)😩 I gotta listen to the full version of it 'cause I'm getting tired of that 'woah woah woah' on repeat on my mind 😂😅
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The9 Comeback
Fanfiction5 years after their disbandment, The9 members find their way back to each other as Liu Yuxin made an album just for them. *** The POVs are in consecutive order (jsyk hahaha)
