Pretty Footballer

FORTY ONE 💫

I'd be telling a lie if I didn't say that throughout the night i was up and staring at the ceiling thinking about Trent and about what Marcell told me because I was, I hardly got any sleep thinking about the fact he hadn't forgot about me and that he still looked for me even though its been months since I left Liverpool. I felt bad without telling anyone but I knew they would try and persuade me to stay and i needed to go and leave Liverpool behind me.

I got up from bed and walked into the bathroom and used the toilet. I flushed the chain and started brushing my teeth and then put on my moisturiser, throughout my pregnancy so far my skin was very spotty and dry and so i had been using this moisturiser that has really helped my skin become less dry. Apart from the first few weeks of ny pregnancy I haven't felt sick and haven't been sick. I've had quite an easy pregnancy which I'm grateful for.

I walked out of the bathroom and into my room and opened the wardrobe and looked at my clothes that were hanging. When I came to Cyprus I did a massive online shop and got alot of clothes delivered as I didn't have the sort of clothes that would suit the weather. Cyprus was always sunny and warm and so you couldn't really walk around in jeans. I hadn't really brought anything yet for the baby, I don't know why i just hadn't and so my room was pretty bare. I pulled a floral dress off the hanger and laid it on my bed and closed the wardrobe doors and got changed into the dress. I picked my sunglasses off the side table and picked up my phone and headed downstairs.

I walked into the kitchen and mum was stood plating out Avocado on toast she looked up as i walked in and smiled.
"Morning sweetheart, how are you?" I nodded and sat down at the table "Alright I guess, i just can't believe that he's here" she smiled "Isn't that a good thing darling?" She said as she walked over putting a plate on the table i looked at her confused "You can maybe tell him about the baby" i shook my head "Maia sweetheart he's going to find out eventually and you can't really hide your bump" she said as she pointed to my stomach. I looked down at my stomach "I know i can't. I'm just not ready yet" "Sweetie when will you be ready when you've had the baby? He has every right to know that your expecting his baby" i nodded and looked at her "Mum i know, but how am I supposed to tell him?" She looked at me as she sat next to me at the table "You explain and if he's the boy you say he is. He'll understand".

Mum had changed her opinion on Trent, to what she used to be like when i first mentioned him to what she's like now is so different. Throughout the time ive been here in Cyprus I've told her how I've felt over my years growing up and she's sat and listened not butting in at all just listening to me as i told her how I felt as a kid and even now and how I felt she didn't want me to be happy. As i said she's a complete different person now and she swears by moving over to Cyprus was one of the best choices ever.

Obviously having wifi i could still keep up to date with what was happening over in Liverpool and Marie had her little girl and both Marie and Jordan were yet to reveal her name. Dominic had Proposed to Aaliyah. Jadian and bobby were still together and So was Jordyn and Virgil. Nare and engel had moved house. Robbo had proposed to Corinne and she had released her own clothing line. Joe proposed to Tamara and they were set to get married soon. Emma and Neco had finally got together. So even though i was over her in Cyprus I was still up to date with everything that had happened or was happening.

I finished my breakfast and wasn't in work until a little later and so i offered to do some gardening on the front of the house, my mum had started up her own business of making bracelets and worked at a shop in town so she packed up her bag and carry on and left for work. Because I worked a little later yesterday I didn't have to go to work until a little later and so here i was kneeling on my knees picking at the dead heads on the flowers and cleaning away the weeds. I didn't really bother about gardening but I've found a love for it over the past few months.