Death of Me

Chapter 4

Today was a normal day Phebe and James looked better but Destiny wasn't the same. In language she wasn't getting in trouble she just sat there doing her work. To be honest I feel bad for the poor girl. I would be in so much pain  if Jerry died.

After school Jerry and I meet up at the tree house. I sit on the tire swing and he pushes me lightly. "I can't believe tomorrow is the last day of school." Says Jerry. "I know it went by fast." I say.

This year was a great maybe the best one yet. "Do you think it hurt?" Asked Jerry. I give him a confused look. "Suicide I mean. Do you think London was in pain." he explain "Well your dying Jerry what do you think?" I say. "I mean beyond that Emily baby." He says. I thought what it would it be like to have your last breathe or to be willing to take your own life away. It would hurt to know you never have your life back.

Today is the last day of school and Jerry gave me another note: Meet me at tree house for surprised. As I ride there I see a beautiful girl, almost too beautiful to be true. Her eyes were bright and shiney silver and her hair was long light blue color and her smile was perfect and she was dressed in a black dress that had ribbon laced around her arms. She was gorgeous. 

I walk to the back yard and climb the latter of the tree house. When I get in I see a pinic and flowers in Jerry's hand. This was so cute. "Oh my god babe, I love you."I say kissing him. After eating I lay next to him my head on his chest and his arms around me. I listen to his heart beat and everything seems perfect.

Then we hear crying. We follow the sound to the front of the house and there is Destiny. Her face covered by her hands and shoulders moving from crying. "Destiny? Are you okay?" I ask. She shakes her head no. "I thought, I, I, got her to stop thinking about suicide. I should of got her help." She crys. I fall next to her hugging her. I felt so bad for her. I felt helpless and by Jerry's face he did too.