my second chance (Haikyuu au)

Chapter 1: Saviour

Hinata's POV:

Kageyama and I are walking back after practice, it was getting quite late so I am pretty tired. We are talking about volleyball and how to improve our quick attack, suddenly Kageyama goes quiet.

"Kageyama-kun?" I say in a whisper.

He doesn't reply, he only looks at the floor.

"Are you okay?" I ask softly..

"What did you look like before your soulmate died?" He asks and it takes me by surprise.

"I dont know as she died when I was around 3 or 4, but i think i remeber my mum saying i had orange hair and brown eyes. Why'd you ask?"

"I'm just... curious." he looks up from the floor to look at me. God he looks beautiful. Wait did i really just think that, nonononono i cant fall for anyone, especially him, he will find his soulmate and leave me heartbroken and I dont think I can handle that, he is my best friend nothing more nothing less i am happy with what we have now.

"BOKE" kageyama shouted at me.

"Sorry i spaced out what were you saying kageyama?"

"I said do you believe you could get a second chances with a soulmate?" He replied.

"I don't know, It's pretty rare so i would need a lot of luck for that to happen to me, I wouldnt want to take away all the luck that we need to go to nationals." I smiled up at Kageyama.

Kageyama's POV: 

I reply with a nod, I want to say something but I don't know what to say. 

He's so cute and beautiful and that smile that I can never seem to get tired of seeing, his pearly white hair and greyish eyes make him look like an angel, I wonder what he would look like if his soulmate was still alive, he said about his mum telling him that he had orange hair and brown eyes but I just cant seem to picture it. I think he would look just as beautiful though.

we got to the point where we split off, we say our goodbyes and head home. Even though I am no longer with him, he still occupies my thoughts and I realise once again how hard I have fallen for him.

I get home and greet my mum then I go upstairs to take a shower and go to bed.

I crash almost immediately, today's practice was really tiring and I am just happy to finally get into bed and sleep.

Hinata's POV:

I can't seem to get to sleep, I've been tossing  and turning for about an hour now and it's getting a bit frustrating. Kageyama is on my mind, but I don't want him to be. I need to let him go but I just can't.

Tears start falling gently down my face as I get more and more frustrated, Kageyama is all I can think about and I want it to stop, why does life hate me so much? Eventually the crying stops and I take a chance to breathe normally, my eyes start to close as I fall into a deep sleep. I don't know what I dreamt about, only that it was pleasant and I wished I could've stayed longer but it had to be interrupted by my alarm.