chapter 1: saviour: part 3

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Hinata's POV:
I felt myself drifting off throughout the lessons, I didn't really try to keep myself awake because it was justified. I eventually fell asleep.

I woke up to Kageyama laying next to me on my desk, he still looks angry when he is sleeping, I giggle to myself. My head stays on the desk as i don't want to disturb kageyama, he's peaceful like this and isn't shouting "HINATA BOKE" at me so I see this as a win.

I wonder what his hair feels like, is it soft? It looks soft. As I reach out he starts to wake up so I quickly retracted my hand. His eyes start to open, I cant help but wonder what colour they would be, I reckon they would be just as pretty as he is.

"Oi boke, what are you staring at?" He said in a slightly rough voice

"Sorry bakayama, I spaced out." I replied while smiling.

His hair is slightly messy and his eyes aren't fully open yet, how is he still so handsome waking up? I don't get it.

The bell goes off signalling the end of lunch but I don't want Kageyama to leave just yet, his presence is incredibly comforting and I enjoy his company a lot, even if he can be a grumpy bastard at times. Kageyama walks to his classroom and I already miss him, why must I be like  this? It will only leave me heartbroken and hurt, so why am I doing this to myself? I really don't know. He will find his soulmate and be happy, I can't be selfish and keep him to myself. Why does it have to be him? I don't like these feelings, I wish they could just disappear but I am far too deep in this hole and it doesn't seem like I will be getting out any time soon.


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