Summer Lovin

Chapter 5

Y/n's pov
"Hey" I said as Soda opened the door. "How you doing?" He asked while walking over and sitting next to me on the bed. "I'm alright just a little shocked. He's never shoved me that hard. Usually we're just messing around." I sniffed and wiped my eyes. "What did he say to you?" I looked up at him. "He just asked me what the kiss was about and he told me to never let us happen."

He looked down and started to do that thing with his fingers when he get nervous. "Oh" I looked down too. He put his arm around me and said. "Look you know I'd give you the world." I took his arm off me. "But my your my world." I looked up at him as a tear slide down my cheek. "Oh Y/n I'm sorry" he hugged me and I hugged back. Oh god I have it real bad for Sodapop Curtis. I cried hard into his shoulder.

I loved this boy I just didn't know how to tell him. "Hey hey look at me." He took my chin and made me look up at him. I looked straight into his eyes. "I'd never hurt you and you know that," he caressed my cheek with his thumb.", but I don't think Steve knows that. I love you and I always have but I don't think I'm in love with you. Do you get what I'm saying. I nodded. "I feel the same way."

"Maybe we could work out, but for you need some rest it's been a long night." He said getting up. "In here what about you and Ponyboy" I asked not wanted to intrude even though I barge in this house all the time without knocking. "Yea we'll manage." I nodded and got under the blanket. He was right I was a long day and I was extremely tired.
                    💕Sodas POV💕
I walked out of the room and all eyes were on me.

"So... who wants to play poker?" Ponyboy said and everyone took a seat around the table and started talking like everything was back to normal but it wasn't. It was ok to pretend that it was, right? "I getting a beer anyone want one?" Two-Bit asked. I thought about it for a sec. I don't usually drink my problems away. People always tell me I'm a happy-go-lucky guy that doesn't need alcohol to solve my problems.

But right now I felt the urge to see what it was like. To make all these feelings I wasn't supposed to have go away. Steve's my best friend and that's his baby sister I can't have these feelings for her like this. I couldn't do that to Steve and I know I said I wouldn't ever hurt her. But what if I did? I put up my hand. "I'll take one." Everyone looked at me. Their eyes were extremely wide.

"What man? A guy can't have a beer." I said smiling. "Well it's just weird. You never drink." Johnny said. "It's ok Johnny he just wants to try something new that's all." Dal said smiling. "Yea let the boy have a beer." Darry said patting my back and sitting down next to me. Two bit got the beer and everyone cheer when he gave it to me. I've drank before but it was a big deal when I did drink. After one beer and another and a few more. I was totally wasted.

"Hey guys, have you ever thought about how hot Y/n is?" I asked look up at the ceiling and laughing a little. There was a lot of yes' and one no from Steve of course. "Ok ok so-" I got cut off. "Soda shut up before I make you" Steve said starting to get a little angry. "Aw come on Steve he's drunk and doesn't know what he's talking about." Johnny said. "I'll take him to his room." Darry said taking me to my room where Y/n was.