𝐛𝐧𝐡𝐚/𝐦𝐡𝐚 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

Deku x Reader

(A/n this is my attempt at angst. Leave feedback if you have any! Oh, and these things don't happen in either the anime or manga. Enjoy! :D)

Y/n POV

Another day in the life of me, Y/n L/n. My boyfriend Deku, was planning to take me on a picnic to the park and I was so excited. He's such an amazingly sweet boyfriend.

I got to U.A. and met up with some of my friends. I don't really hang out with the Dekusquad, I usually chill with Hagakure, Momo, Jiro and sometimes Mina. They're my besties. Before meeting up with them, I walked to Deku and gave him a huge hug and a kiss. He returned both and I walked over to my friends. Mina decided to hang out with us today, instead of hanging out with the Bakusquad. We talked a little about random things, such as crushes, who we think is cute, and whose quirk is really good. We began to walk to Aizawa's class.

"Hey Y/n, can i say something?" Hagakure asked.

"Speak your mind, Hagakure," I smiled.

"Well, it's just that I heard Ochaco tell Tsu that she liked Deku," she muttered.

"O-oh," I whispered.

"Y/n~chan, Deku loves you, and nobody could get in the way of that," Momo assured me.

"She's so much better though, in every way. I always thought that he liked her and maybe he does," I sighed.

"He loves you, Y/n. I know that," Jiro said.

"Maybe you're right, maybe you're not," I said sadly.

They all stopped and gave me the biggest hug. I don't know if Deku likes her or if he ever did or if he still does. All I know is that she loves him and he means the world to me. He may be my boyfriend, but I can't help to doubt the fact of how much he loves me due to all this new information. Then, they all released and gave me pity smiles.

"I shouldn't have said anything, I'm so sorry n/n~chan," Hagakure apologized.

"No, I appreciate you telling me," I said.

"But I didn't mean to make you sad," she sighed.

"It's alright, I know you didn't mean to," I gave her a quick hug.

"Don't say anything to him or her, Y/n. I know you would probably start talking, ahem I mean yelling at them both," Momo said.

"I'll try to contain myself," I said. 

Momo had to tell me that. I mean, I was like a girl version of Bakugou. I wasn't going to make a scene not in class at least. We made it to class and I sat in my spot behind Deku. (Mineta ain't here my loves! :D) I turned around and started rambling on to Momo about how I felt jealous about how cute Ochaco is and how she could probably steal Deku from me. Momo kept assuring me that Deku loved me and only me, but I couldn't help but doubt it a tiny bit. Class started and I tried my best to focus. The rest of the day went normal, besides the fact that I was trying to keep my distance from Deku and his entire squad. It was All Might's turn to teach the class, and we were planning to go one against one. 

Well, that was the plan, before we got attacked by villains. We got separated and I was with Deku. He kept trying to ask me why I was avoiding him all day, but I just kept trying to fight the villain. (Your quirk is called witch. You can cast spells and witchy stuff like that. xD But, you haven't learned how to cast healing spells.)

Deku and I were fighting the villain and it was getting really intense. I casted a few spells on him and Deku got in some good punches but it wasn't enough. Next thing, I knew Deku was hit really bad. He wasn't breaking his bones, but he was hit terribly bad. We fought the villain and we won. Deku was on the floor, bleeding. I rushed over and he looked so out of it. It hurt. 

"Deku, are y-you okay?" I asked, holding him in my arms.

"I-im fine. I'll be alright, n/n~chan," he said.

"Oh my god, Deku! You're bleeding out!" I shouted. "SOMEBODY HELP!" I yelled, but I don't think anyone heard. I tried my best to stop the bleeding.

"I'll be f-fine, d-don't worry about me," Deku smiled. He was closing his eyes. He was dying in my arms, right in front of me.

"Deku, do not close your eyes on me. Stay with me, look at me, talk to me," I whispered.

"Y/n, I-i love you. D-don't change, your b-beautiful. St-stay strong f-for m-me. Y-you m-mean the world to me. I'm sorry if I-i d-did something wrong, but just know that I-i'll be with you forever," Deku said.

"I love you, Deku. Don't you dare talk like that, stay with me, I need you," I cried.

"I-i love y-you," he said. Those words were the last thing, he ever said to me. In my arms, he died. I watched the way his body went lifeless, no more pain, no more life. His life was gone just like that. Right in my arms, I watched the way his face looked so peaceful. I thought of all of my memories with him and how I could never do none of that with him again.

"Deku, I love you. You might not hear me and this might sound really stupid but I'd like to think that you're listening. You mean everything to me and I don't think I could be myself, not alone. I have a question. W-would you be mad if I joined you?" I whispered to his lifeless body.