🌙how did I not notice🌙

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💫kageyama's POV💫

Hinata looked afraid when I mentioned the guy he was sitting with at lunch.

I'm worried.

"Y-you saw?..." he say with a voice I can barely hear

"Is he your boy friend?" I say also with a quiet voice.

"NO THAT SON OF A BITCH ISN'T, AFTER WHAT HES DONE TO ME HELL NO!!" He's screaming these words while crying.

It's a whole new hinata I've never seen.
I've never heard him curse, hell I've never seen him in such a bad mood in the first place.
My heart breaks seeing my sunshine like this.
How do I help him?

"What has he done to you" I say in the coldest voice I have while giving him a stern look.

"I wish I could tell yo-" I cut him off

"WHAT DID HE DO TO MY SPIKER" I say yelling hoping he'll give in

"HE RAPED ME!!!" he's seriously screaming now, tears coming down

I'm shocked at his words.

He runs toward me.

I open my arms bracing myself, so I dont fall over.
We hug it out.
I squeeze him as tight as I can like I'll lose him in the darkness.
"Let's skip practice" I say

"You need a break, so let's go to your place"

"Okay" he say agreeing
             

When we make it I'm surprised to find out he lives in an apartment.
We go up the stairs with his bike and go inside...but no mother, no siblings
It's empty and too quiet in here...

"So you dont live in your parents house anymore??" I say

"Umm well my uncle owns this apartment complex" I'm shocked at his next words once again.

"My sister and mother died in a car crash" he says, his words cold as ice.

I don't even realize he's crying, until I hear a sniffle. How could someone cry so quietly.
How long has this been going?

I hug him tightly then let go.

"So who is this guy" I ask concerned and angry

"His name is shi"

After hinata tells me everything that's been happening to him and what's on his mind, I'm pissed.
How could I not know this has been happening to him. I should've been watching him, keeping him safe. But no and now he's hurt and scared.
My father was right

I'm useless...

I dont wanna leave him so I stay the night.
But I dont want to sleep on the floor.
So he invites me to his room. Inside was a bed, an acoustic guitar next to a desk with music notes, and what seems like lyrics.

"You play" I ask

" oh uh yea"
"You sing too?"

He blushes

"Uh y-yeah" he says sheepishly, scratching the back of his head.

"Can you play for me?"

"Uhm sure.."
He grabs his guitar and tunes it.

Then all of a sudden notes connect with chords. His fingers colliding with the strings.
Yeah its beautiful.... but his voice.

He's singing iris by goo goo dolls

"And I'd give up forever to touch you"

It's nothing like his 'bathroom time' singing.

"And sooner or later its over"

How could I let him get hurt..

"I just dont want to miss you tonight"
His features are glowing.

He looks more alive than ever right now.

These next few word he sings hit close to home....

"And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive"

I feels tears coming but I quickly suck it up.

I love this dumbass angel and his new talent.

         
After the song, I end up sleeping with hinata in his bed.

...and maybe pretend to be a sleep and "accidentally" cuddle him.

He cuddles me back.

Yes I'm screaming inside.

I wrap my hand around his waist and pull him close to my chest, his head in my nuzzling my abs.
I soon hear soft breathing.
I soon fall asleep too.

I wanna take on the world with him.

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Hii
I might give kageyama some daddy issues cause the more the suffering, the more the love:)
Also yes I gave hinata some skills other than jumping high and being a little ray of burning sunshine <3
And I used to listen to the goo goo dolls with my dad.
Nostalgia is a bitch
Hope you enjoyed
Be safe <3

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       (Update: I'm cringing rn, also this has been edited :)

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