(This chapter is upsetting so beware!)
💫kageyama POV💫
I kissed hinata!
Well on the cheek atleast. Honestly, I don't know why I did it in the first place. I mean he might not even like me back in the first place. I could really never be enough for him. I have too many problems and he does not need that. I'll leave it be for now.
I'm walking to my house. It's not too far from hinata's apartment complex. I still can't believe he's working to make money. It makes him so much more mature than I he was....which is saying ALOT.
As much as I want hinata to take over my whole mind, I'm at the front of my house. I do not want to be here.
I get to the door step and enter my house. I'm immediately presented to the strong stench of alchohol.
My dad.
I quickly walk to my room and quietly shut the door.
I try to avoid him for as long as I can.
Even though eventually he gets to me, I still try.
My mom had died from sickness and so had my grandfather. My sister left to get away from my father in the first place. You see my dad had lost his job and with that his dad (kageyama's grandfather). He had originally just started drinking beers and going to bars. He had brought a woman from a bar one time. Once my mother found out, she got upset. This is were things started to go down hill. My "father" had started to beat my mother to shit. I remember it vaguely.
My sister trying to stop my father and my mother hiding in the bathroom. Then eventually my mom had started to get sick. She eventually passed, leaving only me, my sister, and my father. My father has taken it out on my sister and me until she left...leaving me alone. He would both verbally and physically abuse me. It eventually got out to him that I was bi sexual. He did not take it lightly. He would find new words to call me like "faggot" and other horrible names. It of course got to me, effected the way I played on the court, and I ended up losing a lot of friends I used to have.
I eventually got the nickname "king" . He beat me endlessly, causing me to have bruises on various parts of my body. I was good at hiding them for the most part. I never told anyone because I didn't want to bother them with my problems.
A layed in my bed, while trying to fall asleep. It was 11:00 now and I wanted to get this day over with, so I could see hinata in the morning. Volleyball was a savior yes...but hinata was more.
I had endless thoughts of hinata in my head before I slowly started to fall asleep. The smell of daisies and daisies and baby powder. Its specific but that's what he smells like.
I dont deserve him
He's perfect
While I'm a walking mistake...
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Sorry this was short
Its 3AM right now and I'm probably going to wake up to a bunch a misspelled words but anyways I'm listening to daddy issues by the neighborhood rn and suffering with tiredness
I'm going to go ahead and get sleep
Byeee<3
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(Update: this has been edited :)
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•after School•
Fanfiction~completed:)~ -Kagehina- Being a "play thing" was what Hinata was used too, atleast ever since his mother and sister had died The only thing that kept hinata going was his partner friend Kageyama the only person keeping Hinata sane. But hinata doe...
