(Helloo, so today we do have another sad chapter. Please forgive me. I was listening to these songs while writing this:
I miss you, I'm sorry by Gracie Abrams
Better off by Jeremy Zucker and chelsea Cutler
The beach by the neighborhood
^ sorry if you hate my music taste, music is my life though soo✌)
💫(Hinata POV)💫
I'm crying on train to Tokyo. I need kenma. My visions blurred and my eyes hurt. Why would he do this. Is he disgusted by me?
I don't get it...
The train stops and I walk to the doors. Once the doors open I see kenma on a bench. He looks up with actual emotion in his eyes. They're screaming "I'm worried". He runs up to me and pulls me into a tight hug. My head in his shoulder crying waterfalls.
He asks me in a stern voice
"What happened shouyou?"
-the day before that-
I remember that day clearly. It was a cloudy day. It had also been raining the whole day.
I had woken up in a cold bed, got ready, and made kageyama breakfast
The morning seemed quite usual
But when I got to the park, he wasn't there. Then when I got to the gym for morning practice, he wasn't there either. He wasn't there for the entire day.
Right when school was ending I get a text from kageyama stating
Kageyama: meet me at the park at 7 pm....I have something to tell you...
I immediately respond, thinking it was something good
Hinata: okay!!
I put my phone down and head home.
I practice chords for a song I've been practicing called "drive" by incubus.
Once it's 6:00, I start to head over there.
Once I get there I see kageyama leaning against a tree. He looks up to me with numb eyes
Now I'm worried
I walk up to him slowly. He starts
"Umm hey hinata.."
"Hey kageyama...what's up??"
I say concerned
"Umm...well hinata......"
"I'm breaking up with you"
"Haha you're so funny" I say a little worried but sure it's a joke
He looks at me with guilt in his eyes
He's not
"You are joking...right?"
"I'm sorry"
"What why, did I do something wrong!?" I say quietly screaming
"No....I just cant love you"
...
"Am I that unlovable"
He stares at me in shock
"If you didn't want to date me, then why did you kiss me on the cheek that day. I don't get it. Is it because I'm a so called "slut" or "whore". I don't get it!"
My voice cracks and I'm on the verge of tears
"H-hina-"
"no it's okay, I get it"
I get on my bike and pedal away, not looking away. Why me. It's not my fault I'm messed up.
I want to call him
I call and him and state
"Meet me in Tokyo, I'll be on a train."
I say in a stern serious voice, way different from my usual one
Kenma sounding shocked by my tone stutters
"W-why h-hinat-"
"Just meet me"
I hang up and head to the train.
(Back to kenma's house)
I just finished telling him what had happened. Kenma knows everything about me. Even about shi or my mom sister. He even knows that I play a black electric guitar and I sing.
He's gone through what I've gone through but not with a person named shi, but he luckily got saved by kuroo and has been dating him ever since.
Right now he looks like he's going to break someone's knee caps.
"Can I stay for the night..?" I ask not wanting to be sad and alone in a cold empty house
"Yes hinata, can you miss school?"
I nod
"Come on, I'll cheer you up with some animal crossing" he smiles his rare smile
"Yay"
I miss you already, but maybe I'm better off alone
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Don't worry I'm mad at myself too.
Also fun fact I play a black electric Ibanez guitar.
Also kenma is in fact best boy
You can't disagree!!
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(Update: this has been edited:)
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•after School•
Fanfiction~completed:)~ -Kagehina- Being a "play thing" was what Hinata was used too, atleast ever since his mother and sister had died The only thing that kept hinata going was his partner friend Kageyama the only person keeping Hinata sane. But hinata doe...
