•after School•

☀️im sorry☀️

(I'm thinking about making another story so we'll see how that's goes:)
Sorry this is an upsetting chapter:/ enjoy!)

💫(authors POV)💫

After school practice was unusual since daichi had gotten sick and suga was gonna take care of him. Coach kai ending up just postponing practice.
So afterschool kageyama and hinata decided to go do something, since they both didn't have anything to do or anyone to come home too. After a lot a sweet fighting, they decided they'd get ice cream and then go to the pet shop hinata worked at.

After alot of bickering and bittersweet talking, they had made it to the creamery. Hinata put his bike by the bike stands and locked it. (swiper no swiping) The inside of the shop was 50's themed and had over 100 flavors.

Hinata and kageyama went inside to find the counter with a whole bunch of flavors of ice cream displayed in tubs. They also to they're suprise find a yachi, kiyoko, kinnoshita, narita behind the counter also looking in shock. Except kiyoko of course. Kageyama and hinata were shocked.

💫(kageyama's POV)💫

Me and hinata said hi and ended up talking and accidentally exposing the fact that we were dating. They said it was "obvious" and promised they wouldn't tell. Hinata ended up getting blueberry and I ended up getting strawberry. We had the icecream and then left saying thank you and goodbye.

Me and hinata had are usual conversations and talked about our favorite animes and manga. We're headed for the pet shop. We go inside to find an old couple and cages with cats and dogs inside. Hinata easily gets along with all the animals, while I get my eyes clawed out by a cat.

We eventually leave and we head to hinata's apartment. I leave him at his door and kiss him and say bye. I head to my house. I go inside to find the stench of alchohol and stale smoke.
I walk down the to put my bag down. Once I set my bag down, I go to the kitchen to get a water. But instead of finding a water, I find strong hands be put on my waist from behind.

My dad

I'm facing the counter while he's behind me.
He smells especially drunk.
He begins to slide his hands up my shirt. I freeze in shock. He begins

"Where have you been tobio?~" He says slurred

"Volleyball practice" I say while trying desperately to get his sweaty hands off my chest.

"Hmmm tobio, you aren't dating anyone are you~. You know they can't love you~. You push people away. You're a selfish slut, your weak and not useful. No matter how hard you try to be perfect it cant work. You made your mother weak to fight her sickness. You don't want the person your dating to be suffer now do you todioooo~??"

"N-no" I never really thought if hinata really liked me or not. I mean he seems too. But what if he only said he liked me because he felt pity for me. What if he feels disgusted by me and hates me secretly. I was always mean to him.

"Then break up with him"
My heart stops and my eyes widen
I probably should. I cant be with him. He doesn't need my problems. I can't be with him. No matter how hard I try I can never be enough for him. He needs someone better. Someone who will help him better.

"I will"

He continues to rub my nipples. I've stopped trying to fight back. If I dont itll be quick. Like a band aid. Sure itll be painful but itll be quick. I'm so numb. Why did I think hinata would like me.

Why

I'm sorry

I know he likes me deep down but I'm not enough for him

Im so sorry

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Angst
We're getting close to the end of this story
Im starting make a new story called the assassin's guilt
This story will have way more of the other characters in it and other ships included:)
It's also planned out better since now I kinda know what I'm doing now
So we'll see how that goes
Bells out✌

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     (Update: this has been edited:)

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