My Philophobia || Yoongi FF

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[Jungkook POV]

"Is it a crime to like someone?" I was not in my mind when Hoseok slaps me "Jungkook-ah... I-" Hoseok touches my shoulder but I step back "He's been using you too," Without thinking I run to my room and locked the door
"Is it just me or everyone is using me for themselves?" I lean on the door with tears won't stopping "I just want to live a normal life... But because of him, my life became a disaster," My leg feels weak and I dropped into the floor...

Throwback

I heard something upstairs that woke me up from sleep. I look at my sides and my parents aren't there. "Eomma? Appa?" I walk through the dark and cold living room... Only outside lights shining through the curtain. I stepped on something and pick it up "This is eomma's?" I hold her bracelet and slowly walk upstairs. I slowly reached the end of the hallway where the music room is. 

I heard someone's panting over the door. I gulp my saliva as my sweat started dropping with nervousness. I hold the knob and open the door. I froze there when I see both my parents laying on the floor full of blood... I look at the man full of black and was backing me. He was holding a knife covered in fresh blood "W-what are you doing??" He turned around slowly shivering. He is just a teenager older than me. 

I look at his face and he dropped the knife. "W-what happened to my mom and dad?" Tears build in my eyes as he looking at me with dark eyes "Run," that was the first word I hear from him. I don't know what to do but to just stood there like ice while tears streaming down my face. "I said RUN!!" His voice louder making me whimper and scared. 

I was too scared to do anything "Are you deaf? I told you to go away!!" He holds my shoulder but I push it away. I approached my parents and shake their body "Eomma... Appa... Wake up!!" I cried "You need to go now," He walks towards me but I hold the knife that was on the floor and point it to him 

"Don't come near me... You killed my parents!" He looks around as there were noises outside "You need to get out of here NOW!" He shouts at me but I didn't listen to him as hatred spread in my body 

"Listen to me. If you didn't get out of here we'll both die," He kneeled in front of me trying to convince me "You're the one w-who should die. You killed my p-parents," I point the knife near his face but I was too scared to hurt him "Kid-" He was going to say something but the noises downstairs getting louder and louder and interrupt him. 

He bit his lip and looks at me. He suddenly holds my hand making me dropped the knife and dragged me with him "Let me go!" He pulls me until the window and looks outside "What are you-" He lifts me up and throws me outside. I felt like my soul was escaping my body but luckily I landed on piles of junk. I look at the window and he jumps landing beside me. 

"From now on... You gotta do as I said or you'll die," I shiver at his sudden threat.

Present

I hug my legs and hold my chest trying to lessen the pain in my heart "Why I'm the one who'll die when you're the one who killed them," I duck my head and cried like an idiot. "I'll make her mine no matter what you said," I wipe my tears away and clenched my fist "Even if that means to kill you,"

(At the hospital)

[A/N POV]

Taehyung walks at the hospital garden trying to search for fresh air... The ward is too suffocating for him to stay in. Not just because it's too small and quiet but also he couldn't stop feeling guilty for Jimin. He sat down on a bench and looks at the sky. 

He closes his eyes and inhales deeply while a smile appeared on his face as he relaxes "The orange sky is beautiful isn't it?" A familiar voice wakes him up. Taehyung suddenly feels excited and happy when he sees the person in front of him. "Jieun-ssi... What are you doing here?" Jieun quickly sat down beside him and hand him a cup of coffee