Dedicated to @Muke_Stylinson for the request!
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I change into my black tshirt and my black skinny jeans and I'm ready to go out on the town.
"Luke I'm going out." I yell, he probably didn't listen to me anyway he never listens.
No answer. I shake my head and walk out the apartment door.
"Taxi!" I yell to the busy streets of New York hoping to catch a ride.
One pulls in front of me and I hop in.
"Where to sir?" The taxi man asks as he begins to start the engine.
"74 Wythe Avenue, Brooklyn." I respond, giving him the address of the hottest club in New York City.
He drives down the winding roads of New York, the lights lighting up the sky.
"Here we are." He announces and unlocks the door.
I begin to get out my wallet but he stops me.
"It's on the house." He says, nodding.
"Really wow thanks....?" I ask in search for the kind mans name.
"Ashton, Ashton Irwin." He says with a big smile, large dimples poking out of his cheeks.
"Well have a good night Ashton Irwin." I smirk, climbing out of the car.
"Name?" The large man standing outside of the club says.
"Oh um, do you have to be on the guest list to get in?" I ask, nervously biting my lip.
"Yes." He says with a blank facial expression upon his tired face.
"Oh we'll I'm not on it so I'll just g-."
"No, no, he's with me Marcus." A guy says as he grabs my shoulders.
"Oh sorry Mr. Hood." He says.
"Mr. Hood" nods and takes me into the loud club.
"What's your name babe?" He whispers and twirls a strand of my hair around his fingers.
"M-Michael." I stutter out.
"I'm Calum, what do you say to some dancing?" He whispers, nibbling on my hear and my face turns red.
"Ok." I say and follow his lead to the dance floor.
He grabs my bum and presses it against his crotch.
He begins to rub them against each other, and I get lost in the heat of the moment.
"What the fuck?" A voice asks.
I open my eyes and see Luke staring at me.
"Luke, uh wh- what are you doing here." I say and back away from Calum.
"Who the fuck are you?" Luke asks and pokes Calums chest.
"Calum, Calum hood, and do you have a problem?" He asks and grabs me.
"Yeah I have a problem get your hands off my fucking boyfriend." Luke says, practically fuming.
"Boyfriend?! Oh sorry man I didn't know." Calum says, glaring at me, walking away and disappearing into the smoky club.
"You're coming with me." Luke says and drags me out to the car.
"What were you thinking Michael?" Luke asks, shaking his head.
"I don't know I just, I guess I just wanted some attention." I shrug and look out the window.
He stares at me as we pull into the driveway and follows me into the house.
"What do you mean attention? I give you loads of fucking attention!" He yells as we walk into the room.
"You think you actually give me attention, you must be joking." I scoff.
"Well maybe I would give you more if you weren't so fucking annoying and ugly, really Michael green hair, you look like a fucking troll." He says and my face falls.
He knows how self conscious I am about my appearance, all throughout middle school and high school people would bully me and call me ugly every single day which led to self harm, and I don't want to go back down that road.
"Michael I'm so sorry." He says and honestly looks guilty.
"Yo-You just." I begin to stay, but the tears build up and start rolling down my flushed cheeks.
"No don't cry baby." He says and wipes a tear away, he hasn't called me baby in three months.
"You know how sensitive I am to that Luke!" I yell and choke out a sob.
"I know, I'm so,so so sorry." He says and hugs me, I hesitantly hug back, missing the feeling of his warm hugs that make me feel safe and warm and happy, I haven't had that feeling in a while.
"You are so important to me Mikey, and I know I haven't paid very much attention to you in the last few month, but I promise you from now on I will hold you when you cry, make you laugh, cuddle you, make love to you, and all the things I should've been doing." He says, kissing my forehead.
I squeeze him tighter, wanting to hold on forever.
"and you're not ugly Michael, you are the most beautiful human being on earth, I was just mad when I said that baby." He says and I smile.
"It's ok, sometimes I say things I don't mean." I say honestly.
"Can we maybe cuddle." I ask innocently.
"Yeah we can baby." He smiles and carries me to our bed.
He tucks us in and holds me tight.
He begins singing a song I'm not familiar with.
this is everything I didn't say
wait don't tell me heaven is a place on earth
I wish I could rewind all the times that I didn't show you what you're really worth
the way you helped me I wish that I had put you first
I was wrong I admit, numb for kiss while you were slipping through my fingertips
taking every breath away with all of the mistakes I've made from all the letters that I've saved
this is everything I didn't say....
I fall asleep knowing that Luke is there to protect me, and that feels good.
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