As of today, I really don't know what I am gonna talk 'bout, but I have this breaking point where I wanted to tell something I can't handle anymore.
All I know is I am in a strange sadness I can't put battle with. I am not that nagger or over sensitive. But I feel like one.
I feel like a huge pain or somewhat a wound that is certainly open. I am tired masking up different mask to hide the truth. I act like I am unbothered. I act like everything is cool, to the point I've fooled myself completely. and then the time was up. I've had enough.
I can't play this game anymore. I am so lost. I want to cry but annoyingly I can't shed tears. I guess weather just agreed. Where the thunder,wind and rain keeps falling in the same ground. I keep telling myself that I have to understand that it's not bad to feel bad at all, but why so strange that I can't even figure out what I am mourning about. This feels that makes me feel so mad,annoyed,uncertain,trying hard. I guess i just need a hug.
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The Untold
PoetryA poetry of a person that is force to silent her voice when she meant to voice it out. When a coward has so many things to say yet shuttered because of it's own people that bring her down.