From Friends To Soul Mates.

Chapter 17

G-Dragon's View:

I held my breath hoping to get a yes. It was silent and the tension build up. My hands still on her thighs. I felt tears building up. When was she going to answer me.

She removed my hands from her waist and looked at me. A tear fell. She lifted her hands up to my face and whipped the tear away.

"I'm stuck between a rock in a small space." She looked down, putting her hands on her sides.

"W-what does that mean?" I didn't want to cry in front of her, not now.

"Ji, T.O.P asked me on a date and I said yes, and honestly I like the both of you. So, I'm confused right now!" She started to walk away slowly.

I grabbed her arm pulling her into mines.

"Don't leave me! Please!" I started crying tears rapidly falling. "Kim, I truly love you! Please?" I was crying hard begging her not to leave me.

"I'm not going to leave you, I'm only giving T.O.P a chance. You should try going on dates too." She pushed me away.

"But I don't want to. I don't want to take the time to try and know another woman, Kim I know you like the back of my own hand? And that took me years to know you like that! And even when I tried to tell myself you was only my friend my feelings got stronger, I thought we, had something?" I paused looking at her.

"We do, and you was my first but. I think we moved to fast?"

"Kim? How did we move to fast? You've known me since we was younger? I stood by as I seen you fall in love with boys who were worthless and didn't deserve your love! I was there when your grandmother passed, I held you when you cried? I held you when someone hurt you, or said something bad about you?" My tears become more as I spoke of the past.

"Okay and granted you was, thank you! What else can I say? You didn't have to do that-"

"I wanted to do that. I wanted to get closer to you? But, seems as though I failed traumatically." I turned facing the stereo.

A new song was playing. Crush by David Archuleta.

I heard the front door slam shut. I jumped. More tears fell. I put my hand up to my face shaking it. I ran to the door, watching Kim leave.

"Kim, don't do this. If you do, don't come back. Cause, if you do end up picking him over me like you have many times before, don't come back. I can't stand to see you with someone else but me."

She looked at me from the car. "I'll be back to pick my stuff up after I'm done." She started the car and backed out and took off.

Did she. I slammed my door shut and walked quickly to the couch putting my face into the pillow that was laying there. I cried so hard thinking of everything I did for her. All I could think is that she was gone. I slowly cried my self to sleep.

I woke up the next morning. The first thing that crossed my mind was Kim, I told her to not come back if she left. I ran to her room. I opened the door to find nothing but a empty room. I turned punching the door.

"No," is all I could say. Did I really just loose who could've been the one. The girl of my dreams never to return.

My phone rang and I heard it, I ran down the stairs and answered it.

"Hello?"

"Ay, you coming to practice today? You didn't come yesterday?"

"Yeah I'm coming Tae, just let me shower and get freshen up."

"Okay? You sound sick? Are you sure you can make it. If you don't feel good you don't have to come, I'll just tel-"

"I'm fine, I'm coming just let me get ready."