Binding of Love

Part 16

Siddhant POV:

i helped her in bringing the Carton boxes inside...

Then we sat on the sofa taking deep breathe...

I bring water bottle and gave to her...

WHen she gave the water bottle to me.. first i thought of drinking it.. 

But i dont know why... i felt its wrong.. i am married to someone else... I should not drink in the bottle drink by her...

I kept the bottle inside and drink water in another bottle...

I kept the lunch ready to have...

'COme.. lets have lunch...' i called her...

'Yes coming... ' she replied and came to dining...

We sat in the dining chairs and started having lunch...

I dont know whether she like my cooking...

When i was expecting her feedback...

'Its tasty.. you are cooking well Sid... your wife is lucky...' she said...

When i was feeling happy on her feedback of being tasty... 

When i was excited when she called me with a short name of 'Sid'.. which i really loved to hear...

She followed with a sentence about my wife... 

My face turned dull...

I didn't tried to talk anything further...

We finished having dinner...

Then came back to hall and switched on the TV...

I was changing channels...

Then kept some sports channel...

It seems like she was not interested...

'Sid.. its boring.. keep some other channel...' she said...

I changed and kept some movie...

I dont prefer watching movie and used to run sports channel only...

But when it is her preference...

I was ready to go as per it...

I wonder what is happening inside me...

I am neither able to accept my wife.. nor able to express my love...

Roli POV; 

We went to have food...

He cooked very tasty...

I enjoyed it and told that his wife should be lucky...

His face expression completely changed...

I felt very bad seeing his dull face...

After lunch we came to watch TV...

It seems he prefer sports channel which is my least interested...

I requested for a movie while he kept it for me...

I noticed he is not interested in the movie channel...

I better switched off the TV and decided to talk to him...

'Sid.. this is weekend.. didn't you go out to enjoy with your friends... ' i asked...

'Friends.. which friends.. i dont have much friends here... I used to be busy in the office in weekdays & enjoy the weekend relaxing myself at home.. For a change i go out for shopping.. thats it...' he replied...

'I am surrpised... its usual for guys here to roam around with girl friends... while you are telling dont have any friends...' i expressed...

'No.. i dont have any girl friends.. not now.. even in my college days or school days.. i used to be reserve with girls... Yes i do have boy friends of school & college days with whom i chat in FB rarely when they come online... not more than that.. when i come to India.. i meet them if possible...' he clarified...

'Oh.. you dont have any girl friends.. then who am i???' i asked him...

While he expressed a jerk inside him on his look towards me...