Binding of Love

Part 11

Siddhant POV:

What the hell is going on in my life...

Why cant i be happy atleast for a while...

I was in so much tension...

While she came on chat making me as friend and it was easing me out...

I was feeling relaxed and now...

OMG... what can i tell her...

I just disconnected the line with some fake reason...

I dont even know whether she believed or not...

What she might have thought about me...

Now she will be waiting for my call...

I got no guts to call her and talk to her...

But on the first step.. let me atleast save her number in my mobile...

So that i dont ask such stupid question without knowing who called & get caught...

I tried to save her number...

But what name i am going to give when i dont even know her name...

I tried to remember her name from any instance...

Oh GOd... please help me.. i heard her name sometime.. but i really dont remember when & what...

After thinking for long... i got remembered my grandmother telling her name as 'Roli'

Yes.. this is her name.. let me save..

I went to create contact then started typing the name...

When i was typing RO... i really didn't miss to remember my sweet heart...

Then continued typing LI... may be it is indirectly telling i am telling lie to her...

I really cant understand to whom i can be loyal...

To my own heart to my wife whom i married or to the one who is living in my heart...

I jumped on my bed and closed my eyes...

Roli POV:

OMG.. he gave some fake reason & disconnected the line...

How dare he do that to his wife...

But what else i can expect from him who left me with his parents and came to US...

In a way its good that.. he didn't talk any unparliamentary words or tried to be harsh with me...

His talk was only showing his tension...

He was wondering how to talk to me. how to face me...

Oh my dear Husband... you are getting afraid to talk to your own wife while you are ready to chat with some stranger for long...

Very strange...

But i wont leave you... i wont for sure...

You know what.. inspite of all your confusions... 

i took a deep breathe...

I love you... 

I confessed my love in the air in the belief that the air will take it towards him one day for sure...

I smiled...

But you said you will call me back...

Are you going to call back or not???

Whats happening???

Why you didn't call???

So many questions around me...

Actually i was expecting him to call me...

Siddhant POV:

I got up from bed...

Its not right that i kept her waiting in the anticipation that i will call back...

She will be waiting for my call...

Let me call her and conclude the talk...

I dialed her number...

May be she was waiting...

She pick up the call swiftly...

'Hello...i am...' i started and struggled to intro myself...

'I know who you are unlike you.. so tell me...' she replied making me feel guilty...

'Actually i was busy in the kitchen preparing food.. thats why...'  i tried to justify...

'If you might have taken me with you.. then i might have prepared food for you... its not my mistake...' she replied in a teasing tone...

'I know its my mistake.. i am sorry.. ' i apologised...

'Sorry!!! so what now???' she asked...

'Please understand.. i am really in confused mode... i wish you give me some time to decide something...' i requested...

'Ok.. but i wish the decision is positive...' she said...

I was silent without understanding how to react...

'Are you there... ' she asked to confirm...

'Yes i am.. shall i disconnect... ' i asked as if i will be happiest if she confirm me to disconnect...

'Yes... if its just about phone call...' she replied making a jerk inside me...

'Bye...' i concluded... and i was about to disconnect the line while...

'Siddhant...' there was a pause followed with a tight kiss on the mobile...

I was shocked and really felt awkward without knowing how to react...

'Bye...; she said and disconnected the line...

I throw the mobile on the bed and sat holding my head...