Binding of Love

Part 34

Roli POV:

I decided to go away accepting my defeat...

Somewhere i lost my life i decided...

I got no guts to tell him the truth...

Then even how he will feel in knowing he was talking to me in two ways...

As a wife & as a lover...

I dont want to create any such confusions anymore...

Instead decided to go away... 

I kept a letter about the truth in my room...

I am sure he will see to it after i go out...

I came out while he tried to ask questions...

I told him that  i am going away...

But i was shocked when he said... 

'Ro.. she has already come... you decided to go anyway.. atleast see her & go...'

How come??? 

who might have come as wife...

Is anyone trying to cheat him as he didn't see his wife yet...

Something wrong...

When i was wondering.. he hold my hand and took me inside his room...

I was going with him with all shock in my face...

I looked around inside the room who is where...

But i cant see anyone...

I can see the pillows kept on the bed together...

Where he is using his bed since birthday...

He was just looking at me for my expressions...

'Where is she..' i asked...

'Come with me...but wait.. i will take you not like this...'he said...

He went behind me and closed my eyes with his hands...

'Come now..' he said and took me further inside the room...

In a while... he took his hand and hold my shoulder...

'See now.. my wife is in front of your eyes now...' he said...

I slowly opened my eyes while we were standing in front of mirror which was reflecting both of our images...

'Can we end all the drama or you want to drag much more...;' he asked...

'Siddhant.. you know the truth...' i asked...

'Yes.. i know you are my wife Roli.. my Roli Siddhant.. RoSid... ' he told to my surprise...

'Since when...' i asked in all surprise...

'Since my birthday.. ' he said & looked at me for my expressions...

'Then whatever after that.. love confessions.. all the moments we shared you did knowing i am your wife...' i questioned...

'Then what you thought.. first tell me.. what you want Roli...' he puzzled...

'Siddhant...' i stopped wondering what to tell...

'IN the flight itself you know i am your would be.. though i was not aware... didn't you read love in my eyes.. didn't you thought of telling me the fact at that moment itself.. then we might have married as lovers... instead you hide the fact & slept on my shoulders.. how do i know you are sleeping on my shoulder knowing you are my would be.. i thought we love each other... then when i was married.. i was unable to decide anything.. i was feeling confused & guilty to have someone in heart & getting married to someone else.. but what about you ROli.. didn't you know the fact.. why you didn't tried to tell me... you are my wife...' he asked...

I was just standing speechless...

'After that.. instead of coming in front of me telling you are my wife & might have hold my shirt how can i leave you & go.. instead you hide your identity and made friendship with me... you know how i was... when the girl i love is trying to make friendship with me while i left my wife just like that & came.. even when you tried to share my room.. i asked Roli my wife.. Why didn't you understand i gave importance to my wife even when doing something like that.. otherwise i might have hide from my wife and made you as room mate... of course i was not known you are the same...' he continued...

I was still speechless...

'Did you even think about my position Roli.. my lover was in front of me while i was unable to confess my love. i was unable to show my love... i was just suppressing all my love inside me.. just because i got married to a girl... did i ever tough your finger... i hesitate to even share cake with you right...' he asked...

I nod my head as acceptance...

'In a stage i realised how much my wife love me.. when i burnt my fingers.. when i received gift.. when she got trust on me when i asked permission to share my room with a girl... when all these were there in her.. how can i keep her away and love some other girl.. i decided to keep my love away and proceed my life with my wife... yes.. on my birthday...' he stressed...

'Is it Siddhant.. you wanted to live with your wife...' i asked...

'Yes Roli.. but your ring in the photo you present told me all the truth.. i realised you are my wife.. Infact i was excited my love is my wife... what more i want in my life.. ' he said looking at me... kissing my cheeks...

'Then why you didn't tell me...' i asked...

'How can i Roli... i wanted you to tell i am your wife too.. but no.. inspite of me trying telling love to both.. romancing with both.. you only went sad instead of telling me.. oh idiot i am one & the same... and finally i decided to put fullstop and told you to come home.. even in that stage.. you were not ready to reveal the truth to me and decided to go leaving me right...' he asked...

I turned towards him & looked at his face...

'Idiot.. i am one and the same... please accept me..'  i said hugging him tightly...

He hug me back tightly with all love placing kisses all over my face & neck...