Binding of Love

Part 12

Roli POV;

I know i made him more tensed...

Yes.. i talk to him making him feel guilty for leaving my alone...

Moreover i pin point about it multiple times...

Over and above... i dont know what made me to do that...

Yes.. when i realised he is going to cut the call.. i just gave a tight kiss in the mobile itself...

Oh my husband.. you know how much i love you...

I miss you yaar...

After sleeping on your shoulder that day in the flight.. the pillow is not giving comfort which you gave...

I thought the wait is just few more days till our marriage while you make it a comma instead of a full stop for the waiting...

I took deep breathe...

I am sorry.. i am really sorry if i made you tensed...  With all these.. 

But i am helpless yaar... 

I cant leave you at any cost...

I may not be able to kiss you when i am moving with you as stranger though you are ready to move with stranger...

But i can do that with my husband though you are not yet ready to do that with your wife...

Are we not in strange situation now...

yes we are.. 

Wish it changes soon making us united in the bond of love forever...

Siddhant POV;

OMG.. what happened to this girl...

I was not expecting something like that from her...

She just kissed where i felt like she came here itself to give such kiss...

I swiftly touch my cheeks to check whether it is wet like a mad...

I wanted to say...' Look.. i didn't accepted you yet to do all these...'

But how can i.. she has rights over me... 

She is my wife & legally she has every right on me...

Its me who ignored my rights and came here leaving her...

What can be done now...

I cant tell anything to my wife who got rights...

As well as i cant accept all these when i am in love with someone else...

OMG.. why i am in a strange situation now...

I just kept laptop closed and mobile switched off...

Yes.. i better decided to  be away from all these tensions...

I am unable to come to any conclusion what is to be done...

While only confusion was increasing minute to minute.. hour to hour...

My stomach was crying for food...

I prepared sandwich and had one...

Then went back to bed to sleep as i need to go to office tomorrow...

When i closed my eyes to sleep...

It was my sweet heart who came with a smile in front of my eyes...

When i opened my eyes... i felt she is leaning on my shoulders...

I was not interested to disturb her and closed my eyes...

I tried to rest my head on her head while i realised its not her instead its the pillow beside me which i kept on my shoulder...

OMG.. i am going bad with this girl...

I just hug the pillow tightly which was on my shoulder and closed my eyes...

Roli POV:

I am not getting sleep...

I am turning sides without getting any intention even to sleep...

In this same room.. in the same bed i slept for months...

But now... 

I really hate these bed.. pillow... this room.. this house... everything...

What to do.. i miss him a lot...

I took the pillow beside me and lean on the pillow...

I wrapped my hand around the pillow and closed my eyes...