Is this love

Is this toxic or is this love ?

As the relationship went on things didn't seem to great anymore the honeymoon period was over and we started to learn what we was both really like Including our pasts which coincide or not they where both fucked up which is why we couldn't have been a worse couple , we argued a lot ; he was protective he wouldn't let me se my friends he thought they where bad for me and he wanted to spend all his time with me the gifts and everything else had stopped i still loved him of course and he still loved me but we just wasn't in a good place and then I started to feel lonely and I know I shouldn't have but I started to talk to other boys and it not like I ever fully cheated like I never met or has sex or nothing but it made things worse and are argument got worse and it became physical but we still loved each other!
The worst fight was when he locked me in his house he wouldn't let me leave and things got bad I accidentally scratched him so he pushed me and things just got worse he left a bruise I know he would never mean to hurt me like that he just gets angry at me some times.

We broke up for a while and this is when I really became me a fucking hot goddess boys wanted me and I loved the attention I partied a lot and figured out who I am probably not in the best way but like who gives a fuck right ?

After like what two month of not being with Hunter we got back together When things are good there fucking good but when there Bad there fucking Bad but too me that's love and as off now we have nearly been together two years and are relationship hasn't changed much to how it was before but I have learned to adapt and now I'd say I'm pretty happy I mean sometimes I hate the way he makes me feel but I'm not a pussy anymore and I stand up for myself but he knows if he lost me he'd never find a girlfriend as hot or as understanding as me !

Some may say this is toxic but to me this is love ! - anonymous