Killing Me Slowly

Chp3: 3rd Period

I woke up to my alarm going off, I roll over turning it off. I lay there for a second before sitting up stretching, before getting up and showering. After I shower I get out and finished my hygiene routine, picking out and outfit. I tried on a few till I put something together I don't normally wear, but I felt amazing!! I do simple natural makeup looking at myself before getting my shoes on taking a picture.

((Minus the shoes, change them out for high top black Vans.))
I bit my lip sending the picture to my mom telling her I missed and loved her. I grabbed my backpack putting all my stuff back in it from last night , and look in the mirror again before walking down stairs. I grab my keys when I hear a knock at the door, I look at it bitting my lip walking over and opening. "Hey.." I see Tyler smiling. "Hey!!" I say smiling. "Did you forget?" I bit my lip before shaking my head. "Noo, sorry I Umm...come in.. I'm almost ready." I walk to the kitchen as he shuts the door following me, he looks around slowly. "Wow , you was right it it a little creepy." I smile looking at him. "Yeah, my mom thinks she can turn it in to some robot house." I grab a clear container that has my meds in it sitting it in the counter, as I grab a glass pouring some Orange Juice. "You want some?" I ask but hear him say no thank you, I walk over picking up a bottle reading it. Before putting out one Then get my next two. I take them before I look at him. "It's Umm..." I go to say as he shakes his head."You don't have to tell me..as long as you healthy." I bit my lip grabbing my bag putting the glass in the sink. "To be honest they make me feel..like a zombie some times."
We walk to his car as he opens the door for me as I look at him. "Oh what a gentleman." I say getting in. He shuts the door walking around to this side getting in. We start driving when my phone goes off and I look at it seeing it was my mom. I smile reading the message before locking my phone. "Your boyfriend?" I look over at him, shaking my head as he smiles. "No my mom, she's just checking making sure I haven't lost it yet." I look down. As we pull up to school he parks looking at me. "You look..Good by the way, just thought I'd let you know." He give me a smirk as he gets out walking around opening my door as I get out. "Blair!!" I look over seeing Jaden as I smile. "Jaden!" He hugs me before letting go looking at my outfit. "You look amazing!" I smile pushing my hair behind my ear. "Thank you..I wanted to try something new." He nods looking at Taylor as he walks over. Soon the others join as Bryan looks at me. "Your from my math class? Bryan right?" He nods . "Yeah, and your Blair." I nod as he smiles, I look over seeing Noah. He looks at me then a way as Blake gets out of his car, and I see him with a girl. They walk pass Noah not saying anything, Tyler leans down whispering. "You should talk to him." I look over at Tyler our lips only inches away, My heart beat picks up some as I look away.
—//—Time Skip—//—
I was sitting in Math class when Q walks in, he looked different. He sat down beside me not saying anything as I look at him. "You okay?" He looks at me for a second then a way. "Okay..then." I pulled out my notebook and a pen taken notes. "You look different today." I look at him an smile some. "Good or bad?" He looks at me and shrugs. "Good I guess , liked you better when you was plain." He starts taken Notes as I watch him bitting my lip looking away. "I'm sorry, you look good..I'm just ..going through some stuff." I look at him. "You want to talk about it?" He looks at me. "I like someone but, I don't know if they like me back.. I flirt with them every day. But they just.." i look down then at him. "Q..your sweet and funny...but I don't.." he lets out a small laugh looking back at me. "It's not you, I mean your pretty and all. Also a good cover But we play for the same team." My eyes widen looking at him then I smile. "Ohhhhh.." he nods as I look back at my note book bitting my lip. Before looking back at him. "Yes.. you know him.." I start looking around biting my lip. "He's not In this class.." I look at him bitting my lip. "How are you doing that?"  He looks at me shocked then looks away quickly. "Your Facial expressions." I nod looking at the door as it opens, and walks the girl from the parking lot.

[ Josie Aka Jos •18 • senior •New girl•. Blake's friend • Bryan's mate•]
She walks In looking around licking eyes with me a Q before she walks to the front. "Aww, Joise Sweetwater.. ummm you can sit next to Blair, raise your hand." I look up front looking at her before lifting my hand, walks over holding her books as she takes a seat that's in front of us, looking back at me. "I'm Joise, your Noah's friend?" I nod looking at her. "Yeah I'm Blair, this is Quinton.." She nods. I look over at Bryan who's staring at her like she was food or something. She follows my look locking eyes with Bryan as a smile forms on both there faces. I look at Q. Then back at them. "What's with them." Q looks at me and smiles. "They mated.." I looked at him confused as he realized what he said out loud. They soon break eye contact , looking at Q then back at each other. They did this back and forth the rest of the class till the bell rings.
"Thank good!! Im starving!!" Q laughs as we pack up our stuff.  I lean down and smile looking at Joise then at Bryan. "Bryan this is Josie..now stop looking at each other like you are going to eat each other... people are staring."  Q bumps me as we walk out the door,  we start talking when I walk  Right in to Noah and Blake. "Woah watch it!" I turn around seeing Blake as he looks down at me.
"I..I'm sorry, I." He shakes his head.. "You have a stuttering problem or something..or do I make your nervous?" I look at Noah then at Blake. "N...No.." I bit my lip looking down then back at him. "It's nether acutely I find you quite annoying and you aren't the smartest ether. You act like your something but deep down your a sad little boy..That's probably why your girlfriend cheat on you with half the school..but you know instead of being mean to her and a jerk to someone else. You picked me, and i don't like that.. last time I checked I was there when you was crying.." I shrug looking down then back at him.
"I just want to say Blake Gray you're a Asshole, and I do t like you very much." Everyone was stop looking at us, when I realized it his eyebrows where raised up like he was shocked. He nods biting his lip looking at me. "Okay, listen here you little half blood freak..maybe if you wasn't so crazy your mom wouldn't have to leave you,maybe you should go back to the psych ward where you belong. No one wants you here your a waste." I fill tears sting my eyes as I look down. "Stop it Blake." I hear Noah say as he pushes him. "What is wrong with you!" I look up seeing Q grabbing Noah's hand as Noah looks down at him then there hands. Noah steps back looking at me, I look around as everyone is looking at me. As I see someone push through the group of people, Tyler's eyes meet mine before I looked at away. I hear Blake laugh. "You know what, Noah was right about you.." I look at him then at Noah. "He told me what happened..with your D..." My eyes shift to him as I drop my bag as everything around me soon grew quite, a voice entered my head. "Do it!! Give in to it..free yourself." I looked down an I was on top of Blake hitting him, I stopped looking down at him. "Blake..I..I'm sorry Blake.." Noah grabs me off pushing me a way helping his brother up. "What is wrong with you? Our mom was right. You are.." I see Tyler as I grab my bag, looking at Jaden who was hiding behind Taylor. I walk through the crowd of people to the doors, my heart was racin. I did it again..

Blake Aka Turtle • 18 • Senior • Noah's brother • Blair's enemy• Pack leader•