Killing Me Slowly

Chp9:Say my name!

[Trigger warning ⚠️, read at your own risk. There will be a 2.0 part so stand by for that.]

______Time skip|| After school ||______

It near 10pm when I got in the shower after homework and dinner, my mom was leaving soon so Jaden end up stayed at Taylor's give us some time together before she left.  We eat pizza and watched AHS something me and her loved to watch,  it felt good to be close to her again. She answered a call looking at me, I could tell just by the look on her face it had to be handle before she left.  She apologized to me a couple times even though I told her it was fine. But the more I thought about it was weird why she was doing it so late. But I figured I could shower and watch another movie before bed.
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I stayed in the shower even after I was done just letting The hot water burning my skin, I lean my head against the tittle that was some how still cool. I hear a small noise come from my room as I turn the shower off, I listen for a second but nothing. I grab my towel wrapping it around my body as I checking my phone, I've been in the shower for an hour, it didn't feel like it at all. I Letting my hair down, as smile forms onto my face before bitting my lip seeing Blake had texted , I walk over to my lamp turning it on, before turning on all my night lights smiling.

I walk to my closet slipping on something comfortable  as I walk back to my bed getting dress looking at the message from Blake smiling.
Blake Gray 😈♥️
I hope you had a good day, You looked beautiful also. I'll see you tomorrow. Good night 😘.

I Bit my lip plug my phone in  clicking It off as I crawled on to my bed letting out a small sigh, I click on Netflix Trying to find something to watch before I grab my phone getting on Ig. I see Tyler's post as I clicked on his page I felt my heart start to race a bit. A small smile forms in my face when I hear something near my door, I click my phone off sitting up slightly. "Mom?....Jaden?? Hello?" I go to get up when I see my window is open an I catch the sent of the woods, followed by a faint smell of Cologne that I knew only one person to wear. "You should have used the door. And I don't know called"  I  look around slowly before walking over to the window closing it. "Tyler?"  I bit my lip  as I go to turn around I feel fingers run along my bare skin. I let out a small gasp turning around , as he stepped back looking down at me. "Sorry, I wasn't sure if your mom was home and I did call you it went to voicemail." I looked at him for a second before looking down,  I walk over to my bed  sitting in the center before looking at him again. "Why are you here?" I didn't mean for it to sound rude but not that along ago he was kissing me..kissing her. He walks over sitting on the edge of the bed biting his lip. "I can't breakup with her, every time I do she." He stops looking down  at his hands before shrugging. "But I don't want to hurt you, I like you a lot." I reach out taken his hand  in mine, I look at our hands then at him as our eyes meet. "Then don't hurt me." He looks at my lips then back at me as I pull him into a kiss, He cups my face  pulling me closer to him. I feel his fingers run through my hair  as he kissed me before pulling away shaking his head. "I can't..Blair I can't." I look at him as he stands up  shoving his hand in his pockets.  I look down touching my lips with my fingers tips, before looking up at him. "So why are you here? I understand to tell me you don't want to hurt me..but you..you can't just kiss me and tell me all this stuff then ghost me."  He looks at me as I shake my head slightly as I turn around, He lets out a sigh walking over to me as he wraps his arms around me. "I'm sorry, trust me I'm going to regret this. She has a hold on me, and every time I try to end it she..says she's going to hurt herself, but what hurts the most I still care for her in a way." I turn  around in his arms looking at him as I touch his cheek and nod. I wanted to understand what he was going through, and I did at the same time I did. I liked Tyler..and I liked Blake. "So  we just going to be friends then, until you figure this all out." He kisses the top of my head  pulling me closer against him. "Can we just hang out for a bit?"  I look up at him and nod  walking over to my bed crawling back onto it as he pulls off  his hoodie and shoes laying beside me.  I grab my fuzzy blanket pulling it over me, we sat there in quite for a moment. I could hear his heartbeat or maybe it was mine,  we look at each other. I watch him bit his lip before my eyes wonder  down his body slowly, he let out a sigh that brought me back to earth. "You should date Blake,  I seen how he looks at you."  I look at him  bitting my lip slightly shaking my head. "I..I don't know, he..we're just.." I look smile looking down. "I just want you to be happy B." I look back at him and smile, he grabs the remote putting on Rick and Morty. He smiles at me as I smile back looking at the Tv. "One day."  He smiles bumping me before shaking his head. "One day." He Repeats as I blush slightly.