Xisuma No! (One shot collection #1)

Xisuma No!

Trigger warnings: self harm, suicide, blood, angst

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It had been nearly a month, and no one has heard from Xisuma. This really made everyone worry. Keralis was thinking out loud to himself, looking over the water by the shopping district. 

"Something is wrong...i have to go find him.." He mumbled before taking out his rockets, zooming into the sky. He looked around frantically for him all over the server..but he wasn't found. Keralis grew more worried, X was online...so where the hell was he?!. Soon enough Keralis heard a soft crying from the shadows of some trees, and it sounded like....X?!. Keralis lands and walked into the dense woods. Soon enough Keralis found X..but his heart sunk and his eyes widened at the sight. There was Xisuma, laying on the woodland floor, his helmet broken and laying next to him. His eyes were bloodshot from crying and the scars on his face were re-open and bleeding. His wrists and arms were also bleeding really bad. Keralis felt tears well up in his eyes and he knelt down next to Xisuma, pulling him into his arms. 

"Xisuma whats wrong?, what happened?!" Keralis says as he tried to stop X's bleeding with a rag he had on him. X weakly looked up at Keralis, he had already lost alot of blood. 

"Keralis...i'm sorry...i can't keep going on.." X says in a weak tone, much to Keralis' horror. Keralis still tried to stop the bleeding. 

"Why would you do this to yourself...why didn't you say something...we could have helped you" Keralis says. Xisuma weakly shook his head. 

"No...you couldn't have.." He replied, tears still running down his face. Keralis couldn't stop himself from crying now. He wanted to curse the whole world for this happening...He couldn't let this happen...He couldn't lose X.

"X why are you depressed....What happened to make you feel like killing yourself was the only way out?..." Keralis asked worriedly. X didn't respond at first. 

"It doesn't matter anymore..I'm off to a better place.." Xisuma replied, not looking at Keralis. Keralis couldn't believe he was hearing X say this. 

"X what about the server...what about us?" He asked, his voice cracking. Xisuma's gaze started to become blurry. Keralis looked at him worriedly

"..I'm...leaving the server..to you Keralis...i know..you will do well..." He murmured weakly, his eyes starting to close. This made Keralis panic. 

"Xisuma no!, please don't leave us, please don't leave me!" Keralis started crying his eyes out, holding Xisuma close. Xisuma only mumbled a very soft 'I'm sorry' before the dreaded message appeared, much to the whole servers shock...











[XisumaVoid was slained by XisumaVoid]