{fuck it. Part 2. Why not.}
{TW TW TW - MENTIONS OF ABVSE, TRAUMA AND UNHEALTHY COPING MECHANISMS}
{Y/N POV}
"To put it simply, I'm a victim of abuse"
'shit that came out harshly' as I turned my head away from Gundham, I could still feel his stare at my skull. "by who?"
"what?"
"I SAID- who abused you?"
"my dad"
"you mean you still have contact with him?!"
"no, I live with my stepdad, not my biological one"
"oh. Well that's a relief"
Almost hesitantly, I looked back at him and saw his eyes wide with fear, rage, sadness and almost regret. "may I ask how?"
"huh?"
"if you don't mind my asking, what sort of abuse?"
"a few kinds"
"such as...?"
"he was pretty neglectful, apart from when he.." I went to scratch my arms again, but felt someone's hand on mine. Gundham's. Ignoring my firetruck-red cheeks, I turned to see his eyes darting between my own and my arms. "please, refrain from bringing harm to yourself. And take your time in telling me the rest"
"o-okay..well, he would-he would shout r-rude things about me. But I s-shouldn't be so stupid and ugly and- oh I'm losing my train of thought again- and he would hit me. Grab my arms. Punch my ribs." as the words fell out of my mouth I could feel my whole body shaking. Until he hugged me. Gundham hugged me. If possible, my face went an even deeper shade of red. Before I could question what was going on, gundham began apologising.{GUNDHAM POV}
"I'm sorry"
"for what?"
"for not noticing. For not being able to help. For not being able to-" my rambling was cut off by the feeling of something on my lips. I could feel my face heat up. Was Y/N kissing me? My crush? As I opened my eyes, I saw it was just her finger, put there to shush me. Looking into her eyes, I was surprised by the sudden stern tint to them.
"dont you dare apologise for what happened. We didn't even know each other then. And don't give me that 'I should've aligned the stars' bullshit, because I'm sick of seeing you beat yourself up other things you had no control over. Do you realise how horrible it feels to see your crush treating themselves so horribly and not being able to do or say anything because you'll just turn into even more of a mess than you already are? Well? Do you?" as soon as she mentioned the idea of me having an inability to feel horrible for not being able to help the one I love, I snapped.
"Actually, I do know how that feels. And do you know who's caused this? You. I'm sick and tired of seeing you upset with yourself for such little things, even though you've done nothing wrong!" as soon as I realised how harsh I sounded, another thought came into my mind. Well, two actually.
"wait, did you mean to say you have feelings for me?"
"uh well you see- shit. Can't hide anything from you, can I?"
"no"
"jeez you're so cold! Anyway, uh y-yes"
"oh that's a relief. You see, I too have developed these feelings, seemingly directed at you" her face turned rose-red at that statement. Before she could respond I cut her off with another question.
"have you ever considered seeking help? Therapy perhaps?"
"what? Fuck no! I'm not gonna talk to some nosy twat about my problems!"
"well, you seemed fine talking to me about it"
"well, yeah, but that's because I like you"
"I'm glad. Otherwise I'd probably feel awful for doing this"
"doing wha-" this time, it wasn't a trick. We kissed. I feel like we were both inexperienced, to say the least. Nonetheless, I enjoyed the moment.
"shall we head back to school fair maiden?"
"yeah I'd like to"{timeskip time babey}
As we walked back into our classroom, everyone immediately noticed Y/N and I's interlaced hands and began cheering, some passing money to others, etc. After she calmed the class down, Ms. (teacher name) walked over to us and apologised for her behaviour, as she should've. After accepting her apology, we grabbed our bags and walked to the medical room to acquire some bandages for the maiden's arms.
"I'm sorry"
"for what, dark queen?"
"for slapping you"
"no, it's quite alright. I shouldn't have showed them your pain"
"well that doesn't make it ok!"
"well, no, but but-"
"oh god you probably wanna break up with me now don't you? Wait are we even in a relationship? W-what exactly are we to each other?"
"well, to me, you're the one my dark heart fell for. What am I, to you, however?"
"W-W-well, you're- OW!!" she yelped as I dabbed some numbing gel onto her cuts
"my apologies, fa-"
"oh for goodness sake! You don't need to apologise! Although, you could've told me you were about to put that stuff on me" as she grinned at her own statement, I felt my face heat up and I pulled my scarf up over my nose. Almost as soon as the fabric touched my nose, I felt Y/N's hand pulling the scarf away from my face.
"heey! Don't hog the scarf!" she giggled as she wrapped the cloth around both our necks, pulling our bodies closer to each other, and kissed me on the nose.{I'M FINALLY UPLOADING THIS WOOOOOOOO-}
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