Ramuda scoffed. “If you’re letting me decide, that’s a no-brainer. Of course I want you to stay at home with me” he replied, peeking out of his towel cocoon. Although he WOULD be denying those patients Jakurai’s presence, as long as he had no emergencies to attend to, he wanted him to stay with him. They had been apart for much too long, after all; they had to make up for lost time. Ramuda brought a hand up to run through his wet pink hair, curling a lock of it around his finger.
Jakurai chuckled softly upon hearing his response as he had predicted such an answer. "Alright then it's settled, I'll stay home for today." He said calmly as he slipped on boxers first before deciding to ask another question, this one was tied to nervous thoughts about their relationship status publicly but he asked anyways. "Shall we go out or stay home?" He asked calmly, moving over to Ramuda leaning down to kiss his forehead, he was simply too cute.
Ramuda looked at Jakurai, trying to read his thoughts through his eyes. He came up empty, though. The doctor could be rather difficult to read sometimes. “Hm...I suppose we could go out. It’d be like a date” he smiled. Of course, if anyone saw them, it would be awkward to explain why they were together and weren’t fighting or whatever. Ah. That was what made it click. “Unless you don’t want to go out together. God forbid anyone sees us, after all” he sighed, pouting a bit.
Jakurai looked back at Ramuda and could tell he was trying to get something out of his expression, his eyes more specifically. But alas he seemed to find nothing, he raised a brow and nodded a bit upon hearing his response, not wanting to refuse as he would give Ramuda time to think since he was bound to realize what he had been thinking about. Being seen together was the problem, how were they to go out without one another? Ugh it pained him as he could tell Ramuda was upset after hearing what he said after realizing the flaw in their date idea, "I wouldn't want to go out without you.. but I'm not sure what to do to help our situation. There's always one of us wearing a disguise but the flaw in that is no matter what, disguise or not, we're rather recognizable." He said with a sigh, clearly not pleased about their situation either.
Ramuda chuckled softly. “You’ve got that right” he agreed. Even as a fashion designer, there was no hiding the fact that Ramuda was...well, Ramuda, and Jakurai was so tall that he stood out from the crowd. He reached up to play with Jakurai’s hair, letting the towel fall from his shoulder exposing his chest and stomach. The marks the doctor had left were undeniable. He sighed heavily, falling back against the bed like a pouting child. “‘s not faaaaiiirrrr...I like gossip, but not when it’s about me!”
Jakurai nodded with a soft smile, just as Ramuda had been thinking their traits were too recognizable, with he being so tall it would be hard to disguise himself at all and with Ramuda, well, he was so adorable and well known that for him to disguise himself it would take more than just a hat and different clothes. That would take a wig, makeup, different clothes, for godsake maybe even crossdressing since no boy's cuteness could ever compare to Ramuda's. He smiled softly as his hair was being played with a bit by the other, his eyes trailing over the parts of his body that were exposed, God was he gorgeous, his skin so pale and soft, now decorated lovingly with the marks he har left. He moved from his thoughts as he watched Ramuda pout like a child as he tended to do when he didn't get his way or was inconvenienced, "I know, I know, but I'm not sure we can avoid such gossip if we go out together publicly." He said with a sigh.
Ramuda looked up at the ceiling. Man, he had missed staring at Jakurai’s ceiling, oddly enough. He had missed all sorts of weird little things from his time with Jakurai. “Okay...let’s just stay in today. I’m sure we’ll work something out in time” he decided, pulling himself back upright and giving Jakurai a sweet little smile. He wanted a lollipop...he craved something sweet, and sucking on a lollipop had just become such a habit. Despite that, his teeth were incredibly white and shiny, and he hardly got cavities. He was either a dental whiz or a miracle worker.

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The Intimacy Of Longing
RomansaThis is a Jakurai×Ramuda story. NSFW content Plot: The two were lovers during TDD but ended up having their relationship caught up in the fall, causing them to become bitter exes despite desiring one another throughout the time apart. One night Ram...