(Her) 4/22/12

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(Her) 4/22/12

Dear Babe,

I've tried writing this letter ten times. Congratulations, you are going to be a father. I'm proud of you for not leaving her. No matter how much it hurts, I know you did the right thing. I don't feel sorry for you, you did this to yourself. I'm trying not to blame myself for what you did. I thought I was enough for you, but I guess I was wrong. I want to move on, but babe, you have a hold on me. No matter what I'm yours. I also thought I would be the one carrying your children. I imagined getting married and buying a little cute house with a fence to keep our puppy in, then having children, when we were ready. They would have my hair and nose, with your hazel eyes and cheeky attitude. We would grow old together, watching as our hair turned grey. The thing is, this can't happen, at least not now. I guess I was just silly to think this could be us, Babe.

Ps. I Still Love You.

With Love,

Baby XoXo

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