Ever constantly wonder what it feels like to be skinny?
Or even just a normal weight?
What it's like to bend over and not feel your stomach pressing against your chest?
Or sit in a desk chair without your thighs spilling over?
I've been big for as long as I can remember.
Last time i was skinny was when I was 7.
And last time I was a normal weight was when I was 10.
And even though I'm still a teenager, it feels like I've been big for so many lifetimes
It feels like i've been sucking in for 100 years
It feels like I've felt how tight my skin is underneath my clothing for 1,000
It feels like I've been suffocating under these layers of fat for many many centuries
and I'm BEGGING to break free.
