she was my drug, she was my healing
my happy place, my every thought and feeling
she was my comfort, she was my pain
she was the reason that i went insane
she was my sadness, she was my addiction
my only cure, my rehabilitation
she was my night, she was my light
she was the reason that i lost the fight
she was my top of the world, she was my rock bottom
my reboot, my virus, my self-destruct button
she was my freedom, she was my restriction
she was the reason i lost my direction
she was my laughter, she was my fear
my heart's desire, my darkest fear
she was my dead end, she was my sign
she was my reason
she was mine.