Mother I know you look at me
And despise what I've become
Mother I know I've proved to be
Someone that you cant love
Mother I know you see what I do
And it's everything that you resent
Mother I'm sorry for having to be
Your biggest disappointment
Mother I know how much you spent
To feed and put me to bed
Mother I know it isnt much
But I'm doing my best to pay the debt
Mother I know that you deserve
So much more than I can give
Mother I understand that you wont
Trust me as long as I live
Mother I know that I wasn't
the child that you had planned
Mother I know instead I've been
A burden to your hand
Mother I know all I've given you is
White hairs and so much stress
Mother this is the reason I dont tell you
That my life is all in a mess
Mother I know that you've no idea
About the choices I've had to make
Mother I know that you're ashamed of
The path I've chosen to take
Mother i know one day you'll look
At the other three in pride
Mother I hope that you might still
Keep my memory in your mind
Mother I know that when you're old
And at peace when I'm not around
Mother I do so wish you'll remember
The boy that you once used to love
