The last supper

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Had a last supper,
With a gladness mask, I ate,
All along I had only
One thought to make recurring appearances in my mind
The beauty of taking one's own life
Went to the bathroom with a knife,
Stared at my miserable reflection in the mirror for a while,
All I could saw was sad and solitary eyes,
Could feel the ache inside,
Even then there wasn't silence all over,
From afar I could hear my bloodline screaming
Even then I wasn't relaxed,
Even then my day hadn't come, 
Whenever I caught the sight of the deadly life taker 
I could feel all the pain screaming inside.
But, I was dead all along
Now I just wanted this body to die.
Picked up the knife,
Slice my vein 
Then I was free
Free To no avail.

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【I'm still not dead】

alive before your eyes

_𝐂.𝐒_

𝚡𝚘𝚡𝚘, 𝙲𝚛𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚂𝚊𝚔𝚞𝚛𝚊

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