Chapter 11

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I'm scared of what we had to talk about. I can't keep focused for more than a few minutes without thinking about Luke and 'what we had to talk about'.
I shower dry my hair and curl it. Throw on a white t-shirt and light blue jeans and low cut white chuck Taylor's.

" Mom I meeting up with Hannah at five points" I know I lied, but she would have never let me out knowing a guy was here to pick me up.
" don't be late to dinner!" She yells back
Just as I walk out the door and into the car And it's awkward. It's so awkward. I feel like walking back inside and telling my mom Hannah canceled.
I totally forgot about Hannah what happened to Hannah after the party?
I text her.

To han Han
' are you okay I'm so sorry for ditching you at Luke's last night!!!'

It takes sometime but she answered back

From Han Han
' lol chill I'm fine I walked to my cousins house just down the street it's cool I'll be back home later.'

Luke makes a noise with his throat.
" ugh where are we going .."
I had just noticed I'd been in the car with him for more than ten minutes and had no I dead where we were headed.
" My house if that's okay."
I nod my head. Hopefully I'll survive to get back home for dinner.
Once we are at his house
We sat down on the couch. Him next to me.
" I'm sorry."
" you told me last night" he sighs
" yea I know but I really mean it Luke. It was a stupid idea and I was desperate & pathetic. I know yo-" he shoves his mouth on to mine,and at first it's unpleasant, but I feel shivers go down my back and my cheeks turn bright red.
" you really like doing that."
He smiled. " can we forget what happened? I just want to be friends yea?"
My heart sinks.

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Friends. Luke and I were just friends. If wanted to cry right in front of him. This burning ache of Paine twirled in my chest. I ran upstairs piled blankets on top of me and music sang in the background. I cried for awhile then fell a sleep. I didn't want to be just friends.
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OOPS I DID IT AGAIN I PLAYED WITH YOUR FEELS GOT LOST IN THIS CHAPTER & THEN I UPDATED AT 2am😂😂
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