020. Brithday

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Time skip 2 months

So Jaden and josh moved into a house with Anthony, idk what happened with kio. Buts he's not part of sway anymore, Blake grey and Noah beck now are apart of sway, tayler and Nate joined hype house

alot has happened, ngl I really miss Jaden and josh. Also Quinton still hasn't come home

People know me and nick are dating, there vary supportive but some fan are mad, mostly people form Jadens fandom which is weird but I don't try to think about that. Me and Jaden are back to best friends and me and nick are in a happy healthy relationship

My life is pretty great other then my faintings but nicks good a dealing with that

I'm currently out with addison and nessa, we're at the mall trying to find in
outfits for nicks party tonight and I had to get him a gift.

I had an idea

"Omg this is adorable" nessa gushed as she held up a soft pink cropped shirt "yes it is but we are on a mission" Addison responded "Kenzie what color should we do" I didn't respond "Kenzie" she waved her hand in my face to snap me out of my trance "oh, what" I responded "what color should we do" I shruged my shoulders "that's not an answer" she whined "ok how about black" I answered"basic but I like it" nessa added

"I got it" I squealed "what" addsion asked "I know what I'm gonna get nick"
"What are you gonna get then" nessa asked as we started to walk to the jewelry store "you know how he loves teddy bears" I stated "yah but why are we here" Addison added "this" I showed them a teddybear neckless, that all gasped "it's beautiful" "how did you find it" they gushed "online" I smiled proudly "hello there, how may I help you girls" I nicely dressed man about in his 40s asked "I would like to gets this" I said kindly he nodded and took it out of the glass case it was in, he rung everything up "ok, 564.99 is your total" I took out my card and payed "thank you for your purchase" he smiled and we waved and left "how could you afford that" Addison asked, I smirked "I can't" I laughed "then how did you get it and I did know you had a card" nessa added "it's griffins" i whispered "Kenzie" addsion scolded "what" I whined "it's kinda funny tho" nessa added

"We're back" I yelled though the house, I heard foot steps coming towards us, the I was picked up and spun in a circle "ahhh" I was put down, I smiled once I saw who it was "I missed you" nick pouted I kissed him quickly "I missed you too" I laughed "ew" Bryce pretend to throw up "happy birthday" I yelled, I held out the bag I was holding "baby you didn't need to" he pouted "just open it" "fine" he pulled the box out of the bag "what is this" he asked observing the box "just opens it" me and addsion yelled at the same time "okay okay" his mouth droped when he saw it "Kenzie" he gushed "well now I want to know" Jaden yelled, I rolled my eyes "put it on" he pulled it out of the silk box, it glistened in the sunlight making everyone gasp, I help him clamp it around his neck

Everyone gushed over the neckless for a while "oh griffin" I walked over to him "yah" he looked down at me "I forgot to give this to you" I smiled and pulled out his card "KENZIE" he yell "ahhhhhh" I tried to run away but Bryce came in front of me "what did you do" I too a gulp of air "nothing" I breathed out

I have an idea, I lat my self fall on the floor, it hurt badly. "Shit" I heard Bryce mumbled "what did she do griff" he asked, wow let me hasty lie here on the floor, us this what he dose when I faint "she stole my card" he huffed Bryce laughed "that's how she payed for that" Jaden chimed in "guys, really just leave her on the floor" sloth I couldn't see it I knew Nick was rolling his eyes, then I felt him pick me up and walk away, I slightly opened my eyes to only see his lips, that all I needed I shut them fully and pecked is lips quickly

"what the" I opens my eyes quickly "OMG" i Jumped out of his arms, "jaden" I questioned "Kenzie" he questions "I'm so so sorry I thought you were nick, omg what I'm a gonna do, I just cheated on my boyfriend- on his birthday" I ranted and started to hyperventilate "hey hey, calm down Kenzie" he comforted me, I felt hot tears stream down my face, Jaden started to rub my back, I started to choke on my tears, I shut my eyes and and blocked out all the noise

"Kenzie, Kenzie" did I fall alseep or pass out, what happened "baby, pleas wake up" i fluttered my eyes open to see nick and Everyone standing around me, "thank god your awake" he hugged me "I'm sorry" was all I could say, or else I might start crying again "what, you did nothing wrong" he said worriedly "I did tho, I did- I didn't mean to it just happened, I- I'm so sorry" I felt my self burst into tears again "we're gonna go" I heard Bryce say, then a door shut "Kenzie, what happened" nick said "I- I didn't mean to" was all I could say "Kenzie spit it out" I took a deep breath "I kissed Jaden" I whispered, more tears slipped out, I felt him stand up "nick just let me explain, pleas I didn't mean to" I pleaded

"no Kenzie, you fucked up. Him, you Decided to cheat on with him or all people. You said you didn't like him. But what Did you do, oh yah you ran right to him didn't you. Well we're dating, I knew from that day when all that shit went down that you loved him, i could hear in your voice when you said you didn't care about Jaden that way, you lied to me Kenzie" I saw a tear slip down his cheek, and the pain in his eyes

"We're over" he whispered, then left the room

Here I was again alone with nothing to do but be mad at my self

I made my way to bathroom and lock the door behind me

I found what I was looking for and broke it open easily

I have been here way to many times but I really need some relief right now

I brought the bald up to my wrist, you could slightly see the scares from old cuts

I placed the bald on to my skin and slid it swiftly though the flesh next the old ones

I watched the blood start to bleed out of the 4 fresh cuts I just made

I wasn't crying anymore just pale

I rinsed my arm and and throw away the blade, I put a hoddie on so I wouldn't have to look at the cuts any longer

A/n

If anyone reading this has ever done anything like that or had thoughts my dms are always open on here or on Instagram- "ness.x.jadn"

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