"Bryce I can walk, by myself" I yanked my arm away from his grip, "I'm not a little kid" then he mumbled something under his breath "What did you say" Bryce: "nothing", Kenzie: "it didn't sound like nothing" Bryce: "I said you act like one" wow this man, number one brother awarded, note the sarcasm Kenzie: "well, I don't think a little kid knows how to use a gun, huh" Bryce: "my god kenz, you bring it up like nothing happened, like everyone thinks it's a joke, well Kenzie it's not a joke it's serious, like trying to fucking murder yourself is funny, it's not kenz get that in your fucking head, I thought you were dead, I felt dead the whole time i was on my way here" he shouted, I put my head down Kenzie: "I just thought, if I'd I made it a joke it would be like one, it never happened and I was happy and never felt the way I felt the way I did when I tried, and it was like you were home and mom and dad were alive still, because even though your here and I going to be with you, I'm still not okay, I'm still not happy Bryce and I don't even remember what it feel like to be happy" to my surprise I wasn't crying I was just pale. We got in the car and Bryce hasn't said anything yet, just nodded, 5 minutes went by as we drove from the hospital, "hey kenz, so everyone said you could move in, but what I heard you just say, makes me think I was so set on just trying to make what I did better and redeem my self and I thought if I was around more it would be better and I would be there, but I am just marking u be around me more is what you moving out and coming to stay with me is really doing, and if your not wanting to or aren't ready to move in with a bunch if kid crazy boys it's okay, because I will be okay with your decision, and if you want to stay here I will stay here and 'be here' with you" In glad he got some sense knocked into him, but I think getting away from here is the best thing to do, a fresh start and maybe Bruce's crazy friend s will help cheer me up or they just worsen me but, I will take that chance there's nothing here from me anymore other then Blake of course, and I guess you would think what about school, well I'm a high school drop out, I was going to graduate this year but with everything, I said fuck it, and I stoped out. "You know what Bryce, I will come live with you, get a fresh start" he smiled at me and I smiled back
We just finished packing up all the stuff I was going to bring, Blake cane over to help as well, and griffin came when his shift was over, it was nice to know one of the people I was going to be living with before I moved in, so I spend some time getting to know him, he was really amazing like a second brother, Kenzie: "griffin my head hurts" I winned, "come here and I check it" he shouted from the kitchen, I walked over there an dsat down in one of the chairs, "your stitches look fine, the pain killers must be wearing off, it will hurt for a few day but it will go away, you can have more piles in about 4 hours" I just groaned in pain "you should get some rest, it's late and you can't feel pain well your sleeping" I nodded and went to my room and got ready for bed, Blake came in and cuddled with me, soon I drifted off to sleep.
When I woke up my head hurt like a hitch and so did my stomach, god it's the 13th, how amazing. I tired to get up but Blake kept pulling me back, "no don't leave" he mumbled still vary tiered "I have to go to the bathroom, also it's the 13th, he let go instantly, I chuckled to myself, when I came back from the bathroom Blake was gone so I got ready, I didn't put on anything to fancy as I was in the total worst pain ever, so I just put on this with my hair in braids
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I went down stairs to see if anyone else was awake, I wasn't hungry as I get really Nauseous when ever I'm on my period. Everyone was awake and down stairs as I suspected, Bryce: "morning, want something to eat" I shook my head no and sat down in the cold couch, then Blake came and cuddled me, "how are you feeling bubs" Kenzie: "like shit" he stuck his lip out and made a pouty face "I'm sorry to hear that" he kissed my forehead and then I got up and went to the kitchen, "hey Bryce what are we doing with all the stuff when i move out and what's going to happen to the house" Bryce; "idk, leave it Abandon it" he laughed, I just nodded and grabbed a stack of glass plates "what are you doing" he questioned Kenzie: "don't fucking ask" I yelled, he looked taken back, then he looked at Blake and he just nodded, "ohhh, yah you go do that" he walked away and I went outside, "ahhhhhh" I yelled in pain and Broke the plays by throwing them at the house
20 minutes later I walked back in side and all the boys were stood there just starring at me as I walked in, "griff you got anything for my head" I asked "yah be right back" he jogged away upstairs, my stomach felt better and the cramps went down but my head still just like crazy, why am I so stupid. I started to cry, I don't know why but, yah. Griffin came back with pain killers and a cup of water, "woah why is she cry" that made me cry even more "okay, ok, I'm sorry here" he handed me the stuff, "thanks" I sobbed.
Later in the day "Let's go to the beach" Bryce suggested I just glared at him, "oh, um how about laser tag" my eyes lit up, "yes, yes, yes" I squealed, all the boys laughed "yah that sounds fun" Blake added "okay let's go right now" I said as I ran to get Bryce's keys, "ok slow down kenz" griffin yelled as they all chased me in to the car, griffin was driving.
Another's notes So how you feeling, I'm am kind or obsessed with juice wrld right now, and the Unreleased stuff is amazing, anyways should I ask you guys questions,
Questions:
Favorite sway boy (Josh and Jaden are still part of sway, to me at least)
Where are you from
Favorite color
How are you, really
I don't really know what to ask y'all so these are just random, you can answer them or not, I can't tell you what to do.
