023. I think

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I was going to wait longer to put this out but I just couldn't
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Recap

"Kenzie" he said his voice cracked

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I slowly turned around, nick was standing there with a tear Stained face, I tuned back around, I did give a fuck about him right now, he didn't even let me explain.

He broke my heart with 2 words.

"Kenzie please, I'm sorry I didn't let you explain. I don't want us to be over"

"I didn't mean that it was just the heat of the moment" he stood next to be leaning on the railing, I didn't look I kept my gaze on the dark la sky

"Why dose it even matter anymore" I said still not looking at him "you wouldn't believe me anyways" I spat

"I would because I know you wouldn't do something like that to hurt me" he said back

"Well you hurt me" I shouted in face and went to walk away But he pulled me back

"Kenzie just talk to me, please" then Jaden appeared in the door way, he looked mad and worried "go" I said blankly to him

Jaden nodded and walked away "Kenzie" nick pleaded, I finally gave in

"I didn't know it was Jaden" I sighed

"So you were going hook up with someone else then" he huffed

"What, no" I said taken back "I'll start form the beginning, I fake fainted so I wouldn't get in trouble by Bryce and griff for stealing his card, I know it's not right to do that but... whatever and you were the only one who said something about me being on the floor so I figured you were the one who picked me up, I quickly went to peck your lips to show you I was awake, I didn't opened my eyes so I have no idea it was Jaden till he said something, that's why I had a panic attack and actually fainted, because I knew you weren't gonna love me anymore" I said in one breath

"Kenzie I will always love you" he comforted, his eyes were also softened from the story "I-" he went to say but I cut him off

"Don't say it, I think we should should take a break" I frowned, he copied my actions "a break" he asked, I shook my head "for good nick"

"you broke my heart when you didn't let me explain at first and-"

"You love Jaden" he breathed out

"What" I questioned "I told you it was a accident Nick" I said defending myself

"Kenzie, it's not because of a stupid kiss. The way you guys look at each other, it's pure love. When one of you walk into the room your eyes light up at the sight of each other" he Sighed, was he right. No ofc not "you can deny it all you want, but you two are meant for each other" he added

"Nick what are you talking about" i huffed

"I know it's wired comeing form you ex, but it's true"  ouch, ex

"I love you Kenzie, I always will but we're not meant for each other" a tear slipped out of my eye "I love you too nick, there will always be a huge place in my heart, I want to stay friends. But imma need some time to get over you" I added

"One last kiss" he said standing up " one last kiss" I repeat

We stepped closer to each other and connected are lips, I felt the hot tears from each of are eyes fall on to my lip as we pulled away

I walked away back to the guys, nick stayed on the balcony watching the sky.

Nick was not a fling or anything, i truly did love him but he wasn't the one for me,

If you can mange to stay friend after a brake up you ether are still in love or never were

We were never in real love and we both new it, but we do love each other

We both learned a lot from are relationships and that's what some are only meant for, to learn.

Deep down I know who I'm meant to love, I just need to pull though and embarrass it

Or I'm just going to hurt myself and them

I hope they know it too















A/n

Dude I started to cry we'll writing this, I really love this chapter

Anyways sorry it's short and there's only one more chapter left

Oop........

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