Kim Jongin's Pov
Kim Jennie, the girl i've been bullying the whole school year,
I bully her because there's a reason behind it,no i'm not mad at her,she didn't do anything bad to me,
I bullied her because I love her for almost a decade now, we've been childhood friends but one day she had an accident with her mom making her loose all her memories and especially our memories, I was devastated when I got a news that she will be moving away.
I didn't stopped loving her everyday I always pray that she will comeback to me and remember me,
When I first saw her again in middle school I got butterflies I really want to hug her, but when I approached her she backed away...she doesn't remember me and that hurts so much.
The day I saw her entered the convenience store I was very worried, she looked like she didn't eat for a week, she was so weak and hungry, she bumped at me,now I can see her bruises, she was really scared when she saw me but I just wanted to help her, when I was convincing her to answer me her dad took her arm and slapped her really hard, I've got enough sawing that I stand up for her but her dad end up punching me, when she saw the scene she was so stressed she runned outside, but a car was about to hit her and I was too late to rescue her, I was so stupid and dumb to let you go.
After the day she shouted at me at the hospital I was really sorry for her that she felt things that i don't want her to felt, I went to the club to grab a drink I was so really stupid to do things to her app that,I shouldn't bully her I should protect her and care for her but I was so dumb, when I was about to go home I got tried and dizzy so I decided to sit at the bench for a while, someone approached me so she can help me, It was Irene my cousin.
16th of January it's her birthday, I wanted to tell her all the things we've done when we we're young I don't want to loose this chance, I ignore and distance myself on her the whole day I don't want to ruin my surprise because of getting excited.
I asked my bro's to gave the letter to her so she can go up to the rooftop, I prepared a romantic dinner for her, when she was infront of me I was really nervous,I insisted to untie her blindfold.
