"Don't Leave Me"

Episode 5

Y/n's P.O.V

I took the first aid kit and hurried back to him. I took a look at his bleeding hands. They looked terrible. Not even an inch of skin was visible; every part of both of his palms were completely covered in blood. I slowly and most tenderly took his hands on mine and carefully remove the pierced glass pieces. I do not know why but tears started flowing down my cheeks uncontrollably. I felt as if I was in a greater pain than him. Why am I feeling like this? I questioned myself but got no answer from within. I paid no heed to these mixed feelings and concentrated on taking care of him. In some way, he became my first priority.

After taking out the pierced glass pieces, I very gently washed away the blood from his hands and covered them with a clean bandage. After the first aid treatment, I made him stand up slowly. Then I asked..

Y/n: "Now tell me what happened. Why did you do something like this?"

Yoongi looked away and replied...

Yoongi: "I- it was an accident..noth- nothing more.."

Y/n: "Yoongi, look at me."

He didn't move an inch.

Y/n: "Yoongi look at me."

No movement at all.

Y/n: "Fine. If you have decided not to answer then I cannot help it. I am leaving as I have work to do."

I turned around to walk away from him when I felt a pair of arms wrapping around my waist and someone pulling me from behind. It was him. He made me stick my body to his. I could hear slight sobs. Then Yoongi spoke...

Yoongi: "Y/n-aah I- I can't take it anymore. Pl- please Y/n."

I felt scared. What happened to him? Why is he behaving like this?
I turned around to face him, still in his embrace.

Y/n: "What happened Yoongi? What is bothering you so much?"

Yoongi: "I- I LOVE YOU Y/N! PL- PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!"

I was shocked. I had never expected my bully and "Boss" to fall for me.

Y/n: "Wha-"

Before I could finish my sentence, Yoongi held me by my waist and pulled me into a kiss. My eyes went wide! I could feel his soft lips on mine. I had no intention of either falling for my bully or kissing my Boss. I didn't feel it right to do this. After all, he was my boss. I wanted to pull out immediately, but it seemed that my body didn't want the same.  The kiss was gentle yet passionate. He sucked and bit my lower lip. I hissed in pain while he used this opportunity to enter his tongue into my mouth. We fought for dominance but I had to give up in the end. He used his tongue to explore every bit and corner of my mouth. Soon we were running out of breath. It seemed Yoongi still didn't want to give up, but he finally pulled out very unwillingly.

I was running short of breath. Still in his embrace, I looked down shyly. My cheeks were turning red. Min Yoongi, what have you done to me?? Why am I feeling like this? Did I really fall for you?

Yoongi: "I'm sorry Y/n. I bullied you when you were a student, but my purpose wasn't meant to hurt you. I liked since the very first day of school., But I couldn't confess. So I bullied you to get your attention. I thought you would like me, but it didn't go as I wanted. I am sorry Y/n. Please give me a chance to be with you. Don't Leave Me Y/n!"

I didn't know how to reply back. I didn't feel right to get into a relationship with my boss, but my heart went against this feeling. I fear relationships, I fear to love someone, I fear heartbreaks, but this was what my mind made me think. My heart wanted something completely different. What should I do? Whom should I follow? My heart or my mind?