Love me, or Hate me

part 30

Mahir eyes widen " that cant be, that's Shivani"

Rocky laughs " you didnt know, Shivani had a twin, after high school she got into an accident, causing her legs to become crippled"

Mahir never thought he could be wrong with his calculations. But there in front of him two identical women, one he fell for while the other whom he thought was his girl living her life without me. " w...what happend to her, and what was her name?"

Rocky sadly looks away, trying not to cry " well after her surgery, they were transferring her back to the hospital, but the ambulance caught on fire, causing it to crash. Mahir heart broke hearing this. He felt sick to his stomach. He felt like he couldn't breathe.

Rocky says her name was Shivani. When she died, their dad was devastated, " so my wife took it upon herself to pretend to be her and even changed her name, so dad wouldn't go into depression any longer."

Mahir couldn't stay and listen any longer, he just wanted to leave. To know that this whole time his ex was dead and that she had a twin was already bad enough. He felt guilty because he now knows that she didnt break her promise, she didnt use him as he thought. He felt even more disgusted by the fact that he manipulated their father and cause harm to his daughters.

"I was wrong" he mumbles before leaving to go outside.

When he was out, he recalled leaving after he made up with her. He saw their father who was waiting for someone. He had asked if the man needed help, he said no, he was waiting on his daughter mouni.  Mahir decided not to bother, when he was a little further down the hall, he heard a female voice saying she will be so happy to see him.

He turned slightly to see but stopped when he heard his father's voice in his mom's room.

While sitting, mahir recalled,  putting their father in debt only to pay it off. He recalled hinting to their father to let him marry one of his daughters before he died. He scoffs at that idea because now he will have to live with the guilt of ruining the one who is innocent through all of this.

Speaking of a bel, his heart clenched just remembering her pity cry. Asking him why he hates her, why he torments her when she hasn't done anything to him. He recalled on their wedding night how he told her he wouldn't complete the ritual. How she told him to let her go when he forced her to do things she didnt wants too.

All those labor work he had her do, how he wanted to make her be yuvi maid, knowing that yuvi likes her and want to sleep with her. He was such a bad husband. He recalled, making her fast on purpose without eating for two weeks.  On the last day, she was on the bed, not moving. For a second, he was scared. He had called his family doctor and they checked her for breathing. He was relieved when the doctor told him she was alive. Sighing, he was such a bad husband.

He recalled,  taking her bag to leave her alone at the mall. He had called some goons to frighten her a little, but they took it too far. Matter fact, enough to make her spend the night with her ex. He thought she might call him, but even if she did....would he have come to her rescue. He ready knew that answer. He knew she didnt really slept with vikrant. She wasn't that type of girl, but he still wanted to punish her because he was with her. Why? Because somehow he was jealous.

He knew of her pregnancy because Shivani hinted it. To think she wanted to hide something like that to him. He scoffs, he knew she would do anything so he wouldn't find out. It was cute to see her acting, but she forgot I'm smarter than her. He used it to his advantage to punish her. 

He was becoming like his father,  and for some reason, he couldn't stop. His jealousy got the best of him. Every time he realizes that she was pregnant with her ex-child,  he wanted to change it. Change it so the DNA wasn't Vikrant's, but his. So he deliberately had sex with her for the first time. When he saw a glimpse of his ex, he became so mad that he took her rough for the first time.

He wasn't stupid, when he woke up he spotted blood on the sheets. Guilt ate him because it was her first. She will now have to recall how bad her first time was. It would have been a joy to his ears, but then he remembered how he wanted to use the baby against her when she does give birth. But how could he still, could he impregnate her to keep her from running away from him.

Shaking his head, he felt disgusted. If his mom was to ever find out about these thoughts, she will hate him just as much as he hated his father.

She was innocent in all of this, and yet he ruined her. Mahir felt like a sheet. He wishes he could make things right, he wishes he could forget this whole thing even happen. He knew if he told bel, she will go and run back to vikrant. Speaking of her ex, he recalled making sure he never gets a job in India. He recalled making him homeless, and now he's just another alcoholic.

Before their engagement. He anonymous sends a letter to vikrant father about his father dying and he wishes to see them. He was happy when they board a plane and left. That gave him time to get engaged to bel. When he found out bel sent a letter to him, and he was doing the same. He told the mailman to burn any mail from vikrant and stop mails that his soon to be wife sends.

It was going great until he found out Shivani sent a personal one too him. He was furious and angry. To punish her, he sent some men to harass her every day. To destroy any kind of happiness that she has because she wanted to ruin his. 

When the vikrant arrives, you know what happend next. Whipping his face mahir, wished all this didnt happen. He wishes he could go back in time and stop himself.

It would seem like his wish was answered because a few minutes later a very upset bel ran out the house past him. He could hear Shivani calling for her. He asked what was going on, and she told him everything. Mahir eyes widen, ran after her. Unbeknown to them a man was waiting for the perfect opportunity.

Mahir calls her name to stop, but she didn't. She wasn't even looking where she was going. Next thing she knew, she saw a blinding light and heard a scream telling her to move. Before she knew it, she was pushed and a body fell.

She looked to see mahir body laying on the ground. Blood pouring out from his head. Bel screamed while the crowd gathered. She ran to mahir and grab his head. Her tears falling on his face. Bel told him to stay with her, while she cries for help.  Mahir watching her smile. This is what my bad deeds have cost me. I deserve this Pain for pain. now you can be happy, and live a better life without me.

No more bad husband, he thought. He heard bel telling him not to close his eyes, and that the ambulance was coming. He reached for her face, smearing blood on it. " D.Dont ever feel g...g.uilty for me bel, dont cry for me, I dont deserve it. I....I...w...as terrible...to...you" he says with a shaky voice.

" F....F...For...give...me" he says over and over

When his hand falls, bel panicked. Her sister came up to her with rocky to comfort her. " he will be fine, right didi" she says with tears

Shivani didnt want to make promises, but she signed with relief when the ambulance arrives. " yes, he will be. Dont give up on him yet" she told her.

Dont think because your rich, or have high status, you won't be punished. You can never run or hide from reality. God will always find a way to punish the wrong. Whether it's small or big, you won't be left alone. That's why we should treat people the way you would want them to treat you, and be kind to one another.

Thank you all for reading this story so far, goodbye.